“Ah……, ……, oh, ……., …..ah, ah. Ah, ……., ……”

His throat was so hoarse that he could no longer utter a sound.

His lower body ached. It seemed certain that the entrance had swollen from the continuous thrusting of the massive object.

His exhausted mind was half-asleep. But unfortunately, the other half had to pull him back to reality because of the man pressing down on him.

“Relax your lower body, Taei. I’ll push in bit by bit.”

Ilay said that, but in reality, he was already inside.

‘What do you mean by push in? You’re already all the way in, what else can you add?’

Those words got stuck in his throat, but he couldn’t speak because his mouth was dry. Suddenly, he felt suffocated.

Something was squeezing in below.

The place was already painfully filled by Ilay’s terrifying size; he thought if it swelled even a bit more, it would surely tear. But something was trying to squeeze into that already tight space.

“What…… what is that……”

Jeong Taeui panted while trying to speak, but Ilay didn’t respond. Instead, he moved the object slightly, creating a space between his huge penis and the inner wall that was already crammed with all of Jeong Taeui’s internal organs.

Ah, a finger.

As soon as he realized it, almost fainting, Jeong Taeui burst into tears.

“You bastard…… your thing already makes me feel like I’m living on the edge of death, and now you’re adding your fingers…… jerk……”

Even though it hurt like it was tearing apart and he was suffocating unbearably, he couldn’t help but curse out loud, especially clear as he sobbed.

“Relax! ……It won’t tear. It looks dangerous, but it’s fine. Somewhere…… Okay, just keep it like that and relax.”

What a shameless guy.

Ilay shouted for him to relax and carefully moved his hand, not caring that Jeong Taeui was suffocating from the immense pressure. His finger traced the inner wall carefully.

Today was surely the day he would die, or at least end up in the hospital. Jeong Taeui thought as he gasped for breath under the suffocating pressure and heard Ilay’s deep voice in his ear……

“You know, Taei, it’s actually quite uncomfortable for me. Inside you, it’s too tight. Though the tightness excites me, it’s so tight that I can’t fully enjoy it. But I don’t want to have random sex as I did with others, regardless of whether they tore or their organs got hurt……. Moreover, you seem to like having sex with me more and more, even clinging to my thing while I sleep, so I thought I’d hold back for a while.”

“……—”

“If you want to make your body more comfortable, I thought I should also make myself more comfortable by expanding this too-tight space.”

Jeong Taeui cried. He cried both physically and mentally.

He mostly blamed himself for the slip of the tongue, then blamed this man. Even if Jeong Taeui had secretly crawled into his bed with impure intentions, it was unforgivable for him to torment his body like this. In the end, he resented the inhuman thing lodged deep inside, expanding his insides.

Ilay moved his hand carefully to avoid tearing or injuring him. He created space between the massive thing filling Jeong Taeui’s body and the inner wall by gently expanding the area. But even when the fingers withdrew, everything squeezed tight again.

There was no pain from bleeding. However, the pressure from expanding his body was so great that it made him short of breath and it wouldn’t be surprising if that place tore at any moment. It felt like his entire stomach was stuffed with meat.

In that condition, his body was being stretched.

It hurt so much that physiological tears flowed out. When he was a student and people cheered while he was beaten with a birch stick hard enough to bleed, he didn’t cry, but this pressure was physiologically unbearable.

Ilay’s fingers gradually slipped in with the space growing wider. Although the internal pressure didn’t lessen and remained, he could feel the ease with which the fingers moved and pressed against his inner walls, parting them.

“Just stretch it enough for my liking, Taei. You’ll feel better too. So, stop crying. You’ll feel better.”

“What…… what the hell……”

Jeong Taeui mumbled through his tears.

Meanwhile, the penis moved in and out of his body, along with the ever-moving fingers.

Come to think of it, his lower body had gone numb to the point of losing sensation.

He didn’t know how long it had been since Ilay had penetrated him. By the feel of it, it seemed like hours had passed, though in reality it probably hadn’t been that long. But he showed no intention of stopping. No, quite the opposite, despite being clearly erect and swollen, he showed no sign of finishing.

Did he take some strange drug?…… Jeong Taeui thought vaguely and then heard Ilay speak to himself.

“Now, let’s try inserting the left thumb and stretching more……”

“……, ……!!! NO!! DON’T DO THAT!!”

His dazed consciousness suddenly snapped awake.

His back went cold, and his hair stood on end.

Jeong Taeui threw everything aside, including his pride, and hugged himself tightly, crying and begging.

‘I was wrong. From now on, I won’t bother you while you sleep’…… The cries and his pleading voice blended, making even him hard to understand, but perhaps the message got through. Ilay – who was about to insert another finger into the narrow entrance – stopped.

“If you do that, I’ll really die. If that thing goes in…… I’ll really die……”

He could feel Ilay’s gaze from above. But it wasn’t the awareness of that gaze that made Jeong Taeui sob; it was the overwhelming pain and sadness.

Finally, the finger that was about to enter him slowly withdrew, though seemingly reluctantly. At this moment, Jeong Taeui, sobbing, looked up at Ilay with tearful eyes.

Like a child sobbing, he repeatedly wiped his tears with the back of his hand. Jeong Taeui heard a tutting sound.

Ilay sighed and spoke softly.

“No matter what, I’m disappointed, Taei. I was really happy thinking you started liking my penis.”

“………”

Though he was crying, he wanted to say something but didn’t know what to say.

“Living with me, the hardest thing for you to endure is this. If you started liking it, then the other things wouldn’t be a problem anymore.”

“………”

‘No, it’s not that…… Actually, the most annoying thing isn’t that but your personality……’ – But now wasn’t the time to say that. With his throat choking up, he couldn’t say anything, so Jeong Taeui kept silent. Moreover, after hearing that, he felt as if he had done something very wrong.

“Look at you, you ended up making me give in.”

Ilay mumbled with dissatisfaction and sighed heavily again. Then he withdrew the finger that had been trying to expand Jeong Taeui’s body. The slippery, diminishing feeling accompanied by the sound *squelch, squelch*. He felt much better.

Though the thing inside him was still swollen, he could breathe a bit more easily.

Jeong Taeui finally stopped his physiological tears and could look straight at Ilay. Seeing Jeong Taeui’s red teary eyes, Ilay frowned.

But soon after, with a heavy expression Ilay hugged Jeong Taeui and bit his lip. The bite was so hard it hurt, showing he was really hurt.

Suddenly, Jeong Taeui felt worried and thought something was wrong.

Jeong Taeui used both hands to cradle Ilay’s cheeks pressing against his face and gently pushed him away. Looking into his eyes, Taeui spoke clearly:

“You misunderstood.”

Ilay frowned, looking down at him.

For the first time, Jeong Taeui took a deep breath. Then he bit his lip as if making a decision and tightened his lower body around Ilay’s thing.

For a moment, the stabbing pain made him dizzy, but he still clearly felt the man’s body inside him. Now, they were undeniably connected.

Looking at him with tear-filled eyes, Taeui said:

“If I hated you or didn’t care about you…… Why would I endure all this and stay with you all this time……?”

Jeong Taeui spoke gloomily with wide eyes. Ilay stared at Jeong Taeui, unmoving.

Suddenly, Ilay turned away as if unable to meet Taeui’s gaze. After a moment of wandering aimlessly unable to make eye contact, Ilay abruptly hugged him tightly.

Just when he thought he could breathe again, he was squeezed so tightly that he couldn’t breathe.

Ilay hugged Taeui’s back and waist so tightly it felt like his bones might break.

At the same time, the thing inside his body began to move vigorously again.

Only when Jeong Taeui struggled to catch his breath did he clearly feel the movements at his waist trembling from the thrusts.

And he was slightly surprised.

Ah, he guessed Ilay’s words earlier weren’t entirely meaningless. Even though it still seemed tight, thanks to a bit of stretching with the fingers, he felt a bit more comfortable.

Jeong Taeui slowly relaxed his body.

For a long time, the thing inside him hadn’t withdrawn but was gently wetted by his body’s interior, which had become so wet it felt like an ocean, making him feel a bit lighter.

Inside, he was still tight and full, but thanks to the slippery fluid and the slightly expanded space, the huge thing moved in and out much more easily than usual.

Every time Ilay’s hips slapped against his butt, a wet squelching sound resonated. Even when their lips met, the sound of mingling saliva was audible.

At that moment, it seemed Ilay was muttering something.

The murmurs were so faint that they were hard to catch, but through the repetition, Jeong Taeui began to understand.

“Taei…… Taei…… Taei.”

It was only his name, repeated over and over.

For a moment, Jeong Taeui held his breath. Hearing his name clearly, he focused on listening.

The gentle voice, like a breeze, mingled with the wet sounds from below and above.

Suddenly, all these sounds became extremely seductive, making his heart throb.

“……??!!”

For the first time, he felt a sharp pain in his heart.

Jeong Taeui tilted his head. He took several deep breaths.

Wait, could this be the sexual death people talk about……? No, not in his case.

He was a bit worried, but then he felt nothing unusual.

Ilay, who always noticed when he was lost in thought,  suddenly thrust his hips hard. The sound *FWOP* of flesh meeting flesh echoed as the slippery mass hit his belly.

“……!!”

Jeong Taeui let out an involuntary moan, his eyes widening in surprise. Something was strange. Once again, his heart ached. The pain wasn’t just in his heart. It seemed to be throughout his body…… no, it was lower……

Jeong Taeui tilted his head in confusion.

Immediately, the sharp sensation returned. This time it was stronger, making it hard to breathe.

“……?……??”

Jeong Taeui couldn’t identify where the feeling came from. Just as he was about to investigate, the sharp sensations began to come relentlessly, leaving no time for thought.

Too strange, too strange. This feeling was like……

Jeong Taeui became even more embarrassed as the sensation grew more intense and powerful, almost making it impossible to stay conscious.

He had felt something similar before. No, it felt like this but was much gentler and milder. But now, the sensation was extremely intense, making it hard to breathe. It was the first time he experienced such a feeling.

Amid the whirlwind of overwhelming sensations that shook his mind and made it impossible to understand what was happening, Jeong Taeui realized he was making strange noises.

It was a mix of moans, cries, and laughs, difficult to describe accurately. This sound made him feel deeply embarrassed, wanting to cover his ears to avoid hearing it.

Perhaps because of the sound or because his body suddenly felt hot, his face turned red.

At that moment.

When Jeong Taeui was confused and flustered, not knowing what to do, the continuous thrusting inside his body stopped.

When his vision cleared a bit, he saw Ilay’s face right in front of him.

He had a similar expression. It was a face of confusion, awkwardness, and surprise.

He didn’t know how long the two similarly expressive faces stared at each other.

Soon, a change appeared on Ilay’s face first.

A slow, gradual smile spread across his face. It was a smile that seemed like he might burst out laughing at any moment.

While the two froze and stared at each other, Ilay suddenly lifted his waist and pushed his hips forward. At the same time, Jeong Taeui let out a surprised cry. The embarrassing sound from earlier.

Only then did Jeong Taeui finally realize the reason for the sound. And he also understood the identity of the intense sensation that had enveloped his entire body.

“What……”

As his eyes blinked continuously, Jeong Taeui’s face began to turn red. His face, dazed as if lost, now glowed bright red.

“Taei…… Taei.”

The low, whispering voice calling his name made his body tremble.

Ilay started thrusting into his body again, and Jeong Taeui, not wanting to show his embarrassed face any longer, wrapped his arms around Ilay’s neck and buried his face in his shoulder.

The prickling, tingling pain resumed, making it hard to breathe. It felt like his insides were melting.

When was the last time he felt this way?

Amid the waves of intense sensations so powerful they made it hard to stay sane, Jeong Taeui could only cling tightly to Ilay’s neck.

Finally, the swollen mass inside him paused for a few seconds and then erupted. A stream of hot liquid shot into his body.

At the same time, Jeong Taeui’s lower body tightened. The heat building up inside made his body tremble, and suddenly his vision went white. His mind was blank as if struck by a thousand lightning bolts.

He might have screamed, cried, or writhed. He didn’t know.

But before he could process it, Jeong Taeui lost consciousness with a long exhale.

*************

Even after opening his eyes, he didn’t realize he was awake. He just stared dreamily at the blurry bedside table.

Gradually, his consciousness began to return, and the first thing he clearly saw was the clock on the nightstand.

《9:46》

9:46…… The bright lights indicated it was evening.

Jeong Taeui slowly blinked, noting the time and realizing it was nighttime; he had completely lost his sense of time.

This wasn’t a time to be waking up, so why had he been asleep?

With a hazy and sluggish mind, Jeong Taeui turned over.

“……!!”

At that moment, he realized why he had passed out there.

His lower body ached. It ached terribly. No, it didn’t even have any strength left. It felt like he had no body below the waist.

When he tried to move his fingers, they worked fine, but there was no strength in his legs. He couldn’t even get out of bed, let alone walk.

As Jeong Taeui broke out in a cold sweat, he suddenly heard a voice from behind.

“Are you awake?”

Jeong Taeui instinctively flinched without realizing it. He had thought he was alone because there had been no noise, but the voice came from very close behind him.

He slowly turned his head to see Ilay sitting on a chair next to the bed.

It seemed he had been reading a book. He closed the book and took off his glasses before standing up and sitting on the edge of the bed. He slowly looked down at Jeong Taeui.

“How are you feeling?”

“……I feel tired. Sluggish. My head is foggy. ……Okay.”

After a moment’s hesitation, he added the last part, and Ilay chuckled softly.

“Do you remember everything?”

“……Yeah……”

Jeong Taeui muttered in response and slowly pulled the blanket up. He pulled the blanket up to his nose, fearing his face would turn red again.

Beside him, Ilay just chuckled. For some reason, Jeong Taeui thought that smile looked a bit silly, but he didn’t say anything.

This was the first time.

Although they had been intimate many times, each time reaching climax and feeling pleasure, this time was different.

The sensation was much more intense than before, incomparable.

“……”

Jeong Taeui pulled the blanket up even further, covering his forehead.

After a while, Ilay, who had been chuckling beside him, finally pulled the blanket down when Jeong Taeui felt too stifled to endure it.

Feeling embarrassed to face him, Jeong Taeui tried to act normal and looked straight at him.

Ilay chuckled again but this time changed the subject.

“You must be hungry after sleeping for so long. Eat something.”

“Huh? ……Yeah, now that you mention it, I am a bit hungry.”

Hearing him, Jeong Taeui realized he was hungry. His body was tired, and he didn’t feel much like eating, but he was hungry.

Then he suddenly noticed a scent wafting to his nose.

“Oh? This smell is……”

As Jeong Taeui mumbled, Ilay bent down to help him sit up. As he sat up, the soreness in his hips made him wince slightly, but it was bearable.

Leaning against the headboard, Jeong Taeui finally recognized the scent.

On the table was a large tray filled with food. The tray had many dishes and bowls.

“Though it was a bit rushed, I found the best Korean restaurant to order from.”

Ilay said, placing the tray of food in front of Jeong Taeui. The tray was packed with familiar Korean dishes.

In the middle of the tray was a large bowl filled with light yellow soup.

“This is what you wanted to eat, right? Eat a lot. There’s more. If you want anything else, just let me know.”

“Yeah…… Thanks. ……Wow.”

Looking at the Korean food laid out before him, Jeong Taeui couldn’t help but exclaim in admiration.

The quantity of food was enough that just eating a little of each dish would make him full, and all the dishes were ones he liked.

Jeong Taeui looked up at Ilay with sparkling eyes.

“It’s great to eat this again after such a long time. Thank you…… But is there a special occasion today? Why such a feast……”

He asked cheerfully while picking up his chopsticks.

But there was no answer.

It wasn’t until he had a spoonful of dried pollack soup that he looked up at Ilay questioningly.

Ilay was smiling.

It was a slightly strange smile. Cheerful and pleasant, but also with something unusual.

“Today…… is a good day.”

“……Yeah……”

Jeong Taeui tilted his head, feeling something was off. But after a few blinks, he was drawn by the aroma of the food and went back to diligently working with his spoon.

Initially, he didn’t feel hungry, but once he started eating, he ate a lot. The food was delicious; he didn’t know where Ilay had ordered it from, but everything suited his taste perfectly.

Jeong Taeui immersed himself in eating for quite a while. It wasn’t until his stomach was completely full that he noticed the gaze on him and glanced over.

He met Ilay’s eyes.

Ilay was smiling and gestured to the food.

“Eat more. If it’s not enough, I’ll get more for you.”

“Oh no. This is enough. I’m really full.”

“Is that so? You should eat more to regain your strength. From now on, too.”

Ilay said with a gentle smile. His eyes crinkled as he watched Jeong Taeui eat, looking very pleased.

“……”

Suddenly, Jeong Taeui felt a strange sensation.

It was as if he were Hänsel sitting in front of the witch, being offered a sumptuous feast.

(*Hänsel and Gretel: a famous tale from the Grimm Brothers’ fairy tales.)

After Jeong Taeui hesitantly put down his chopsticks and drank a glass of water, Ilay cleared the tray. Then Ilay sat close to Jeong Taeui, gently kissing the corners of his eyes, cheeks, and lips. A deep, soothing voice spoke.

“Taeui. Earlier was amazing. The best ever.”

“……Yeah…… I think so too……”

After a brief thought, Jeong Taeui answered honestly, and at that moment, he realized another truth.

[After a glorious night, the morning will bring a lavish breakfast that could break the table.]

That wasn’t just a reward for the fun they had last night but also a promise for more such fun in the future.

“……”

Jeong Taeui stared at Ilay. He responded with a look as if to ask, ‘What’s wrong?’ and when Jeong Taeui didn’t answer, he continued to kiss him.

In that shower of kisses, Jeong Taeui felt a vague anxiety pass through him, but he shook his head to dispel it.

Anyway……

To be honest, Jeong Taeui had experienced ultimate pleasure.

A sensation he had never felt before, this was the first time.

The intensity was so great that it felt like losing his mind, making his head and body drown in pleasure. Just thinking about it made his body shiver.

If he could experience it again, Jeong Taeui wanted to.

So, even if there were any intentions in the food Ilay had brought, he was willing to accept it.

‘NO!…… Maybe I’m the one who needs to cook for Ilay more……?’

Jeong Taeui pondered this thought for a moment but quickly dismissed it when he noticed Ilay’s lower body swelling as he kissed him and held him tightly.

There was no need to feed him more. Actually, he was the one who needed to eat more. The physical disparity was too obvious.

Jeong Taeui sighed lightly: “Hmph”, but then shook his head.

Anyway, he felt comfortable and happy at this moment, and Ilay, kissing him with a very happy expression, seemed pleased as well.

So that was good enough.

[END HIDDEN TRACK VOL 3]