So, today is the last day.

It wouldn’t be fair if only he had to suffer, so he has to create something both sweet and painful to deeply imprint in Ilay’s memory, right? But no matter what, his heart is as soft as silk and as vast as the sky, so he won’t ‘repay’ everything he has done to me, he will only give him a very small amount, so be grateful for that.

Hatred towards him rewinds in his mind like a tape. Even though there are so many that he can’t remember them all, there is only one memory that hurts the most. When he remembers that night, the resentment comes back to life within him. Even if he were to cut off that ugly piece of flesh, it wouldn’t soothe his soul.

“Ilay, you bastard. You don’t know what it feels like to be forced.”

Taeui smiles and slowly slides down, stopping in the middle of his body. He can feel that big, disgusting thing of his showing off even when it’s in a normal state. A very clear sense of existence. Thinking about it, he becomes discouraged and somewhat wants to give up.

Ilay tilts his head and furrows his brows as if he doesn’t understand what I just said for a moment, but then he looks at me as if he’s laughing. A foolish smile briefly appears on his face and soon turns into a cheerful smile.

“That’s right, I don’t know. So, are you going to tell me?”

Haha, he even bursts into laughter, laughing as if it’s a funny joke……

And laughs at Jeong Taeui too.

Until a few seconds ago, he never thought about that. Rape, that’s a form he has never liked doing with anyone. Especially not with the man in front of him, who is not the type of person he wants to be intimate with. If someone can stand up to him even knowing his dark inner world, he wants to try it once and see what happens.

However, at that moment of laughter, it covered the pain in his past. When tears were rolling inside him, Ilay spoke seriously with a worried tone.

“Jeong Taei. By the way, are you…… diagnosed with a serious illness? Where did your courage go? Why are you acting like this today? I thought you would be smarter.”

His words also covered his heart, which only had a little warmth left, with an icy layer.

Jeong Taeui grabbed Ilay’s collar and shook him strongly with the remnants of his shattered emotions. Ilay coughed a few times as if he was suffocating.

“I told you. I will make today hot, I won’t be like you and go straight to the point, be grateful.”

He grabbed his hand, gently pressed it against his ear, and whispered each word. Then he immediately withdrew his hand and forcefully tore off his shirt. Fine, change your mind. He was so engrossed in the pleasure he wanted to strangle this crazy person, but he didn’t mind having sex with him either.

The shirt was quickly taken off, revealing a white body with layers of firm muscles. Without hesitation, he lowered his hand and continued to unfasten his belt. His resistant legs soon became obedient and silently placed back on the bed. Jeong Taeui looked up at Ilay.

Damn it. That calm expression of his had a hint of mockery, even a bit of a smile.

“I think just filling the back won’t be enough…… But it’s fine, let’s see how skilled you are. If you can’t do it, you can always take off the handcuffs. Since you’re so enthusiastic today, I’ll take responsibility and send you to heaven.”

Ilay lay back and spoke as if telling him to continue his work. He lifted his waist again, and that threatening thing swelled out of his loose belt with a lascivious movement.

Jeong Taeui frowned. Although he expected that he wouldn’t give in easily, according to the script of a third-rate porn movie, he should have shouted: “Please, don’t do that”. But at least then, he would feel nauseous and let him go. Although he said he would pay back and treat him violently, he didn’t expect him to be so shameless to say such things.

Damn it. He didn’t want to see him calm and accepting it like this. With his personality, he wanted to see him scream in anger, saying: “I will kill you.”

However, he didn’t have to be disappointed for too long. At the same time as Ilay’s blatant desires, dark clouds covered his face, bringing with them a sense of anger and discomfort. It seemed that he was not satisfied with the fact that this was a forced situation, not a sexual assault.

Jeong Taeui looked at him and smiled. Yes, he should be angrier, only then can he leave happily. Anyway, he had no intention of accepting any compensation from him.

That big, hot stick of his raised its head and became harder and bigger, threatening him even more. Even though he was disgusted by the sight of that big ugly thing, his heart suddenly ached, his body involuntarily shivered, and the memories of the pleasure when that thing penetrated him became even more vivid.

‘Today, let’s try dying once in pleasure’ – Taeui thought.

Taeui grabbed his aching chest. What should he do next, he already had his own plan. He didn’t think he could do it to him, how could he stay hard when the other person was him? If that’s the case, maybe he should find something to penetrate him so that he can also taste the pain of being done to. But he couldn’t, if he did that, he would have to step on his own shit when he witnessed the disgusting scene he created.

But he also knew that a helpless man is most painful when he is in pain.

But he also knows very well when a man is most helpless and in pain.

“Ilay…….. Just wait and see. Remember this moment—because I will make you go to heaven.”

Taeui raised his hands and embraced his face, then leaned in and whispered into Ilay’s ear. He then forcefully bit his cheek, causing his pale face to tense up for a moment.

“Jeong Taei. What are you planning to do?”

His body heated up from the continuous stimulation, but he spoke calmly. Warm body, cold gaze. He calmly observed the expressions on Taeui’s face.

Jeong Taeui laughed bitterly. It’s strange to get out of the car in the middle of the road now.

“Why? Do you think I will strangle you to death after we’re done?”

“No—what I mean is, dying under your thing wouldn’t be so bad either.”

He gritted his teeth and laughed. But even so, Taeui could sense the anger hidden in his words, like an unsatisfied child. The kisses kept falling on his neck, then slowly moved down to his firm chest and abdomen. Taeui unbuttoned his remaining shirt with his other hand, then loosened his belt and unzipped his pants, pulling down his underwear.

Ilay’s eyes sparkled with excitement. 

At first glance, Taeui’s body was no different from anyone else’s under that layer of clothing, but Ilay’s eyes couldn’t hide the desire to explore every centimeter Taeui’s body as if wanting to penetrate every corner. At the same time, the flesh stick was big and hard that Taeui was sitting on also moved strongly on its own.

“Damn……. Didn’t you say my body isn’t your type? But it’s already so hard.” 

Taeui clicked his tongue and stroked it. He lowered himself and lay on top of Ilay’s naked body. When their flesh touched, he could feel the tension building up in the lower part of his body. A moment of burning heat passed through his lower abdomen, and he felt it harden even more. Taeui took off his shirt completely and almost desperately pressed against Ilay’s body, then slowly rubbed their bodies together. Just thinking about that embarrassing image made him blush.

His thing became even hotter than ever, so there was no way Ilay wouldn’t notice.

Taeui rubbed his lower body against Ilay’s ‘thing’ and started moving his waist, unable to suppress the moans escaping from his mouth. Like what he had done before, he grazed his neck, then his collarbone, and slid his lips over the two protruding nipples on his chest, but he quickly moved past them. Somehow, when their flesh rubbed against each other, Ilay didn’t react, only his chest couldn’t contain the nameless emotions.

“When your body becomes more sensitive, just a gentle touch on your nipple like this makes the lower part of you hard.”

Ilay’s whispered words from before echoed in his ear once again.

He never thought it would actually be to that extent, but when their flesh rubbed against each other, his nipples immediately turned red as if to prove what he had said.

A moment of confusion flashed across Taeui’s face for a moment, then he sat up on top of Ilay, as if encountering a difficult problem, he stroked his chest. Perhaps influenced by his mood, his nipples became even more swollen. He shivered and moved his body, wanting to confirm that strange sensation with his own finger. Then he suddenly stopped, feeling the gaze observing his every move from Ilay. If the gaze had to be described by a color, it would probably be black—It was a red gaze that felt the presence of black enveloping everything.

From Jeong Taeui’s flushed face to his neck, from his fingertips to his chest, from his abdomen to his lower body where the hot blood was rushing down, Ilay swept his gaze from top to bottom without missing any detail, then licked his lips in a greedy manner. He swallowed saliva a few times as if extremely thirsty.

“Taei……. take it off.”

His hoarse voice whispered in his ear like a breeze. Then came the sound of metal colliding as if it was about to break. His penis was getting bigger and bigger and kept rubbing against Taeui’s inner thigh.

Jeong Taeui almost burst out laughing.

For some reason, a pleasant feeling suddenly surged. But at the same time, his chest also felt cold.

“Dream on.”

Jeong Taeui lay back down on top of him and whispered in his ear.

Although he laughed, his spine trembled a few times, as his instincts sensed danger. The danger of facing a wild beast wearing a human mask that was slowly being peeled off, and its true strength was gradually revealed.

Yes, he will never let him go. Playing him like this is already a mistake. The moment he is set free is also the moment he becomes worthless. Even when he screams until his throat is torn, gasping for breath and his heart beats so hard it could explode, this man will definitely devour him completely without mercy. From head to toe, not leaving any corner untouched.

Jeong Taeui bites his lip, his heart pounding, as if he himself is going crazy.

Indeed, it’s exciting to the point of madness.

He laughs, his hands go down to his crotch and grasp the thing still rubbing against his thigh. It’s so hard that it looks like it could explode at any moment. From bottom to top. Wet, slippery, he uses his index finger to trace a line on its rough blood vessels. It trembles incessantly at every movement of his and becomes even wetter.

“Taei…….! Give you one last chance. Take off the handcuffs, then I will consider this just a stupid joke from an ignorant person. So put down this thing, or don’t expect to be safe yourself.”

Ilay’s voice becomes hoarse. A strange, faint sound of metal cracking comes from below in the room. His heart beats more and more violently. Worry and excitement surge at the same time. 

“Serves you right, Ilay Riegrow. A guy who’s spent his entire life indulging in shallow physical contact with others, sometimes even resorting to brute force to satisfy his selfish desires, while treating other people’s emotions like garbage to be mocked. You’ve probably never been in a situation where your own desires were exploited while leaving your needs unmet, have you? —— Furious, aren’t you? But you, you bastard, don’t feel any pain, do you? As for me, back then, I really thought I was going to die.”

The words spilling out brought back old memories, stirring emotions and leaving Jeong Taeui choked up again. “You bastard, you should feel some pain too!” – He said, then bit down hard on Ilay’s earlobe. He bit hard enough to hurt, yet Ilay didn’t let out a single cry. He simply fixed his gaze on Jeong Taeui with eyes brimming with heat, faintly glimmering in a bluish hue.

At that moment, the wall clock suddenly chimes, Jeong Taeui glances at the clock and realizes that his time is running out. The time he has to stay here is almost over.

Jeong Taeui sighs and looks down at the thing still being stimulated under his crotch.

“Ilay. Doing that with you wasn’t all that bad, but…… I’m exhausted. Fundamentally, your stamina and mine are worlds apart, and our approach to sex couldn’t be more different. So, I think this is it. Let’s each find someone else better suited to play our own ‘territory game’ with. ……In the end, I just wanted to let off a bit of steam. You know I’m a bit petty, don’t you?”

Jeong Taeui whispers in his ear and picks up the messy tie on the bedside shelf. He leisurely ties it to the base of Ilay’s still erect member, which is throbbing in pain……. Looking at it still makes him terrified once again. 

‘Damn bastard, he really almost killed me with this stupid thing. Luckily I’m still alive. It looks almost like a fist……. No, don’t think about it anymore.’

Jeong Taeui shakes his pale, exhausted face when he sees it. Then, he suddenly meets Ilay’s gaze.

His expression on his face is strange.

Different from the furious face just now.

A face that doesn’t know what dissatisfaction is, as if being splashed with cold water, confused, anxious, frustrated but full of confusion as if not understanding what is happening.

“The last time?”

He grasps the key point very well. The words spoken sound a bit startled. Jeong Taeui laughs bitterly.

“Yes, the last time. Knowing what kind of person you are, do you think I will still be here until tomorrow? I will leave this island in an hour. Change my identity completely and disappear…………. You won’t be able to catch me and tear me apart, so you will have to live in your rage, my Instructor.”

“What are you saying?…………..”

He seems unable to speak and stares at Taeui. He looks into those dark eyes, embraces his face, and places a kiss on his lips. Taeui’s tongue playfully teases his thick, warm tongue and eagerly rubs his own thing against Ilay’s still penis.

He quickly reaches climax.

Ilay’s thick flesh, under the explosion of pleasure, is soaked with semen slowly dripping from its tip. Taeui gasps a few times in a moment, moaning and ejaculating on it. A white, sticky fluid sticks and smears all over Ilay’s lower body.

Jeong Taeui passionately kisses Ilay’s lips and breathes out short, intermittent breaths until the pleasure in his body trembles in waves, he only stops struggling when the pleasure subsides. With his eyes still hazy, he looks down at Ilay and is shocked at the same time.

Ilay was looking at him with a cold gaze.

No, not just cold. It was more than that. It was a frozen face at the peak of rising anger……. Truly, he would be dead if he were caught by him. Perhaps in the future, he would have to hide in remote mountains to avoid encountering him again.

“Indeed……. When you have the intention to leave, you plan all of this, don’t you.”

Ilay spoke softly, with a chilling smile on his face.

Jeong Taeui reached out and used his finger to wipe the wet lips. Then he used the back of his hand to wipe his own lips.

“I still cherish this precious life very much.”

Jeong Taeui slowly moved away from him. It was time to leave, his instincts told him that if he stayed here for another minute, he would be in danger.

After wiping himself with a towel, Taeui began to put on his wrinkled clothes, but he didn’t pay much attention to it. He buttoned his shirt, put on his pants, wore a belt, and put on a coat.

Ilay stared at him intently without blinking and said.

“If you knew that life was so precious, you shouldn’t have done all of this in the first place, Jeong Taei.”

Finally, he brushed off the dust on his clothes and turned to look at Ilay.

“Alright. I’m also afraid of the consequences, but I’ve tried to hide it. I’m not bragging, but I think I’m doing a pretty good job of escaping——Oh, right, I almost forgot.”

Jeong Taeui stepped closer to Ilay. He smiled and slapped him hard on the cheek without mercy.

A loud *Smack* echoed in the room, as if the flesh on his cheek had been torn apart. He gritted his teeth and spoke. 

“That day, I thought I would die from grinding my teeth in anger. Do you have any idea how terrifying it is to have to be around someone who acts like nothing happened the very next day? Let’s never see each other again, you dammn bastard.”

Jeong Taeui put on his shoes and growled each word. He stomped on the floor a few times with his shoe to match his footsteps. Now he was ready to leave.

Ilay remained silent for a while. He thought that he would go crazy and curse, but surprisingly, he remained silent to a surprising extent, enough to make him feel uneasy. Finally, he opened his mouth as Taeui’s footsteps echoed.

“So, you’re really going like this……?”

It was a cold and angry voice. As if there was a prey in front of him, but he could only watch it escape. Jeong Taeui was preparing to go towards the door, then he stopped as if he remembered something he had forgotten. Then, he turned back and walked towards Ilay.

Urgency, worry, and anxiety were slowly taking over his cold gaze. ‘If you let it slip like this, how can you catch it to dissect it into a hundred pieces’ – Ilay must be thinking like that.

Jeong Taeui chuckled bitterly. Then he searched in his pocket and took out a small bottle, then soaked a piece of paper towel with the transparent liquid. The strong smell of chloroform quickly spread around.

“Don’t make any more mistakes. Take a deep breath, my Instructor.”

This wasn’t something inhumane, because chloroform* didn’t harm the user at all. If it didn’t work, he would just stuff something into his mouth to make him close it and then faint. 

Honestly, today he had played too big, he didn’t expect his courage to be this big. If there was even a slight mistake, he would probably be lying in a pool of blood by now.

In the future, he would definitely use his whole heart to escape from this monster.

Jeong Taeui covered his nose and mouth with a wet paper towel. His blue eyes were staring at him without missing a second. Taeui looked at him with a heavy heart.

Suddenly, his heart, like a forgotten string, suddenly resonated. Then, an idea popped into his head.

Even though he was still angry at him, he had never hated him.

“I just suddenly remembered.”

Jeong Taeui spoke quietly. By now, Ilay should have already lost consciousness, yet he was still looking at Jeong Taeui. However, the focus in his eyes was gradually fading. Even so, he struggled desperately to keep them wide open, perhaps with a determination that bordered on sheer desperation.

“I guess I might have liked you more than I thought I did. So, please, try to understand. When someone you genuinely liked hurts you, it naturally makes you angrier and more heartbroken…….Well then, goodbye, Ilay. Despite all the anger I felt, I did enjoy our time together.”

As he spoke, an odd sense of regret began to well up. A trace of bitterness lingered in his words as he finished. And by the time Jeong Taeui quietly concluded, Ilay, who had been glaring fiercely at him even through the haze of his fading vision, had already closed his eyes amidst the overwhelming scent of chloroform. 

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(*Chloroform:  It is a very volatile, colorless, strong-smelling, dense liquid produced on a large scale as a precursor to refrigerants and PTFE. This is a toxic substance to the environment, so when working and in contact, safety protection measures are required. This is an inhaled anesthetic that affects the central nervous system, causing dizziness, fatigue and fainting….Combo Muscle Relax x6 + Chloroform extremely thick)