Jeong Taeui looked at Ilay with a huge question mark on his face. Just then, another finger slipped in, probing deep inside him. Ugh, Jeong Taeui groaned instinctively and loosened his grip on Ilay’s neck. Ilay whispered in his ear as he slid his finger deeper.

“See, I told you to hold on properly.”

As he spoke, he pushed his finger even deeper, causing Jeong Taeui to quickly tighten his grip around Ilay’s neck again. A soft chuckle echoed, and it seemed like Ilay brushed his lips against Jeong Taeui’s ear and sucked on it, but he wasn’t quite sure.

A vacation. A five-week vacation. Did this mean he would have to follow this crazy man for five weeks?

Jeong Taeui’s eyes widened.

“…….Ah.”

Another finger thrust deep inside his small hole. Slowly, gradually, it went in and then paused a bit, then continued to twist around inside, sending shivers down Jeong Taeui’s spine.

Alright. Though it couldn’t be called comfortable, it wasn’t exactly painful either. Up to this point, it was still manageable. If it stayed at this level, it was tolerable.

But.

The moment the fingers that had been playing deep inside him withdrew with wet, squelching sounds, Jeong Taeui suddenly felt a faint fear at the unnamed comfort that washed over him.

His grip around Ilay’s neck tightened.

“Because you’ll get tired.”

With a clicking sound, the massive flesh immediately replaced the fingers that had just pulled out and rubbed against the entrance of his small hole. Ugh, Jeong Taeui instinctively tensed up. Even if he tried to close his legs, the massive weapon remained firmly lodged between his thighs.

Taeui could feel Ilay’s hands gripping his hips, and every time Ilay spread his buttocks, the heavy member pressed harder against his entrance.

“WAIT! I’D RATHER…… LET’S DO IT WITH THE MOUTH! WITH THE MOUTH.”

Jeong Taeui shouted without thinking. The shout took him back to a past memory, and he immediately regretted saying that, but still, using the mouth was better than direct penetration—it at least avoided the risk of being bedridden the next day.

Ilay’s movements stopped just as the massive, erect flesh touched Taeui’s small hole. He held the position for a moment before speaking.

“……Is this really that difficult?”

“Difficult. Incredibly difficult!!!”

Jeong Taeui responded without hesitation. Ilay fell silent again. With his face buried in Ilay’s neck, Taeui couldn’t see his expression. Jeong Taeui worried for a moment, resolute that even if he had said that, if Ilay still wanted to insert it, he should try to end it as quickly as possible.

“……What do you plan to do next? Even if you avoid it today, you can’t avoid it forever.”

“First……”

As soon as he heard Ilay speak, Jeong Taeui decided to do whatever it took to escape from this man. This was no longer a matter of grudges; it was a matter of survival.

Suddenly, Ilay touched Jeong Taeui’s arms wrapped around his neck. Jeong Taeui let go, and Ilay bent down to look closely at him. The feeling was incredibly uncomfortable, receiving that piercing gaze from Ilay. He was lost in thought for a moment.

“I really…… To live, I will try anything.”

Jeong Taeui muttered to himself. But unlike his sharp tone, Ilay’s expression didn’t seem dangerous. Instead, perhaps even unconsciously, the corners of his mouth curved into a perfect smile, as if he was genuinely pleased.

Jeong Taeui raised an eyebrow in curiosity. What’s going on? What’s with him…… But before he could ask, Ilay firmly grasped the back of his knees and pushed them forward. His body immediately bent, leaving his back suspended in the air, exposing the small wet hole between his legs. Jeong Taeui held his breath.

Ilay didn’t hesitate to bury his face between Jeong Taeui’s legs, licking him. His tongue kept swirling inside the small hole, making Taeui feel as if Ilay wanted to lick every part of his insides.

“Hey…… Wait, that’s, that’s dirty.”

But as if he didn’t hear Taeui’s shocked shouts, his soft tongue continued to slip in and probe deeper inside him. The feeling was entirely different from using hands or being penetrated by Ilay’s flesh. There was no pain or discomfort, but Jeong Taeui couldn’t stop his body from aching at the unfamiliar sensation, sending shivers down his spine like electricity.

“No, not like that, I meant I’ll use my mouth for you, not you, I meant me……”

Jeong Taeui struggled and shouted, but Ilay didn’t respond.

There’s no way this man could misunderstand him. Ilay glanced at Jeong Taeui from an extremely embarrassing angle, his eyes smiling.

“We can save that for later. Today, I definitely have to insert it. I have to thrust deep inside you so this small hole can cling to my flesh. But since I feel sorry that you’re tired of it, I’ll insert it when this small hole feels comfortable and loosened, so you should be grateful and relax.”

He whispered while licking and sucking on Taeui’s lower body, the words stabbing directly into his ear. The wet, sticky sounds were vivid.

Jeong Taeui wanted to faint. No, he really wanted to pass out right then.

Just do it. Just do whatever you want. It’s better to insert it and finish quickly.

Jeong Taeui made a tearful decision. To face such an embarrassing situation, he decided to keep quiet no matter what was done to him from now on.

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Jeong Taeui blinked in a daze, wondering if he was in pain anywhere. He pressed some spots and rolled over a bit to the right and left, and indeed, there was no pain anywhere.

“Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I’m definitely going to die……”

Jeong Taeui cried out and let out a long sigh. In the bathroom, the sound of running water echoed. Ilay was bathing without closing the door, even humming some tune, seemingly in a very good mood. The more Jeong Taeui listened to the song, the more the wrinkles between his brows deepened.

His body seemed to creak with every movement, but when he turned and lay on his side, a warm, tingling sensation spread through him. Ouch, he couldn’t help but groan softly. Jeong Taeui wanted to lie still and not move for a while, but his still-damp hair made him uncomfortable, so he turned his head and carefully changed positions.

Jeong Taeui lay on his side and sighed, the scent of his shampoo faintly lingering in the air.

Facing death, no matter where he went, there were many things he couldn’t say. Time passed slowly for Taeui. He just wanted to lie still and sleep soundly, even with his body still sticky after their making love. After climaxing inside him countless times, Ilay finally withdrew his monstrous member from his body and collapsed on top of him in utter satisfaction.

Jeong Taeui couldn’t help but groan as that massive flesh continually thrust deep inside him, as if it wanted to split him in two. For a long time, that thick length didn’t release him easily and couldn’t withdraw smoothly either. It was rigid, slowly pulling out bit by bit, and Jeong Taeui swallowed his groans as Ilay’s thrusts became more mechanical, gradually extracting his enormous member.

“If it’s that difficult, I’d rather use a dildo of a suitable size regularly with your hole. Then it will get used to the size and naturally loosen up, so you’ll feel more comfortable.”

Jeong Taeui could feel Ilay’s fingers touching every wrinkle as if checking for tears. He thought to himself that he could only lie motionless like a dead fish and listen to Ilay’s words, which seemed to mix in some dark gore humor.

Then he lifted his heavy eyelids. Ilay was carefully inspecting his lower body. Their eyes met. Jeong Taeui realized that Ilay wasn’t joking when he calmly spoke.

“Shall we start with a medium size?”

Although he was too tired to even open his mouth, Jeong Taeui didn’t hesitate to clench his fist. Seeing his fingers tightening into a fist, Ilay smiled. Jeong Taeui didn’t say anything more from that point on.

“Alright then, let’s go.”

Ilay, who claimed to be very weak (though showing no signs of illness), jumped off the bed and carried Jeong Taeui, who was lying like a dead fish, into the bathroom.

Even if Ilay beat him to death now, he wouldn’t be able to move a single finger. Ilay washed Jeong Taeui thoroughly without any difficulty, cleaning the inside of his body. Finally, he wrapped Taeui in a towel, dried him off, and carried him back to the bed.

Jeong Taeui sighed deeply as he listened to the sound of the shower.

He was indeed a monster pretending to be strangely kind.

Jeong Taeui raised his arm. It was dry, soft, and free of bite marks. Of course, his legs hurt to the point of near paralysis, but at least there was no more discomfort.

“At least there’s something that proves you’re still human…….”

Jeong Taeui mumbled, though his voice couldn’t even escape his hoarse throat.

“…….”

In fact, objectively speaking, without the resentment, having sex with Ilay wasn’t that bad. Obviously, he was an unethical person, and Taeui had been assaulted in the past, but Ilay’s behavior in bed wasn’t terrible.

Maybe, if the thing between his legs didn’t look like a monster, Jeong Taeui might even be willing to play with him often.

Alright. Since things have come to this, I’ll just work hard and try to get used to it. After all, both his skills and stamina are outstanding……

…… No, even so, I can’t. It’s too difficult to get used to that monstrous thing. Jeong Taeui seriously thought about how to become friends with it.

“Maybe it would have been better if the minion sent by Xinlu had managed to take me away without losing me……”

Jeong Taeui muttered to himself without realizing it, then suddenly jolted by his own words and shut his mouth tightly. He glanced toward the bathroom, but fortunately, his voice had been drowned out by the sound of running water, so his monologue likely hadn’t reached Ilay’s ears.

If he had heard those words, it would have been a big problem. This was the man who had threatened to turn him into a eunuch just because he said he wanted to see Xinlu.

“…… I really…… I want to know……”

Jeong Taeui clicked his tongue. His stomach suddenly felt uneasy, so he reached for the beer can Ilay had left behind when he carried him to the bed. As he lifted his upper body and lay down on his stomach, Jeong Taeui mumbled, “Am I going to die……”

After gulping down four or five sips of cold beer, he thought he wanted more. Jeong Taeui wondered what the hell this man was thinking, trying to guess with his muddled mind.

“If I follow my reason. Taei, you’d have died several times by now.”

Suddenly, Ilay’s deep voice echoed in his mind.

“Don’t think about that kid anymore. Forget him. There’s no reason or need for you to see him again. So stop thinking about him.”

“I thought about it too, but I came to the conclusion that you are mine. And I can guess the reason in my own way, but I’m not sure. There’s no basis to judge if it’s right or wrong.”

“That kid, Ling Shinru. Say you won’t see him and don’t intend to see him.”

“Is he that good?”

“What’s so good about him?”

“Jeong Taeui. You are mine. Understand. You are mine.”

Disconnected voices echoed in his mind, Ilay’s hands constantly caressing his back as he spoke those words. When Jeong Taeui hugged his neck, Ilay smiled and kissed his earlobe, then brushed his lips over his. His eyes attentively scanned his body as they finished make love.

“…….”

Jeong Taeui frowned and gulped down his beer. The liquid, now warm from being held in his mouth while he was lost in thought, slid down his throat.

“Let’s see, those are all bases that can easily lead to the same conclusion……”

As he slowly drank the rest of the beer, Jeong Taeui furrowed his brow.

Even if you met a random passerby and said those words, they would come to the same conclusion. There’s no need to reiterate that Ilay RieGrow isn’t a normal person and doesn’t care about anyone’s feelings.

“……I don’t think he really likes me……”

Jeong Taeui inadvertently muttered aloud while staring at the flower pattern on the wallpaper above the bed. But he managed to shut his mouth before finishing the sentence. He recalled the thought that had just crossed his mind and immediately dismissed it in astonishment. Jeong Taeui mumbled, “No way,” and shook his head.

“No, that’s not it. How could it be like that? That can’t just be normal human emotion…… So what the hell is it?”

Jeong Taeui sighed and shook his head.

“Even in this situation, I can still understand other people. At least if he were like that damn Lieutenant Kim, I would seriously doubt if he really…… But it can’t be him.”

“I bet my life on the fact that he’s a person completely incapable of such a human aspect.”

“This life of yours isn’t yours to bet anymore, so what are you planning to wager it on?”

Jeong Taeui was startled by the sudden voice behind him and almost jumped up. The beer can he was holding sloshed continuously.

When he turned around, Ilay was walking toward him, drying his hair with a towel, seemingly just out of the shower.

“It looks like you were talking to yourself about something funny. But what are you planning to wager your life on?”

“Huh? Oh…… um…… Just…… my senses and spiritual world, um……”

Jeong Taeui stammered and avoided Ilay’s question. Ilay took a beer from the fridge and approached him.

Jeong Taeui stared blankly at his face as he sat down on the bed and drank the beer.

His exterior truly betrayed his interior. His still-wet but elegant naked body was unimaginable to contain such a frightening spiritual world. The beer he had just drunk turned bitter.

It had been a long time since Jeong Taeui realized his own sexual orientation. He preferred men over women. But perhaps he would also be fine with a woman. It made sense because Jeong Taeui’s type was young, beautiful, and cute boys.

Yes, even if he liked men, the man in front of him was not his type at all. A cold yet elegant appearance, and of course, his personality did not match Jeong Taeui’s preferences at all. Above all, he wasn’t someone who would willingly be submissive to another man.

But the world is full of surprises. How did things turn out this way? The opponent was too strong in many ways, so it couldn’t just be a coincidence. In the end, Jeong Taeui cautiously considered this and that and came to the most reasonable conclusion – even if he couldn’t believe it – but maybe this man liked himself……

“…… No…… I also thought so, but thinking about the spiritual world…… can that really happen?”

Jeong Taeui rubbed his forehead and mumbled. He only murmured lightly in a barely audible voice, but Ilay must have heard it as he turned his head from where he sat on the edge of the bed.

“The spiritual world? Whose?”

“Ah…… I just think I don’t understand how someone can give a perfectly healthy and undefeated man a sick leave.”

Jeong Taeui diverted the conversation.

Obviously, the day was far from over, but the sky outside was already gray. This was a city where every building seemed to be lit up day and night. But night time was different from daytime; the difference lay in the silent atmosphere of the night hovering outside.

Jeong Taeui thought about it again after accidentally blurting it out. Thinking back, he remembered that Ilay had said he was on a break. Hmm. A sick leave. Did he say it would last five weeks?

That was an absurdly long time. Of course, if someone took sick leave, it might mean they had to be hospitalized or recover from a severe issue. But there’s no way it could be just for common fatigue.

“What reason did you get five weeks off for?”

Jeong Taeui turned onto his side and asked Ilay. As he shifted his body, an unconscious groan escaped his lips. Ilay quietly looked down at Jeong Taeui and finished his beer.

“You said you wanted to meet Jeong Jaeil. Did you forget? Or do you not want to see him anymore?”

Jeong Taeui was momentarily speechless and stared at him.

He hadn’t forgotten; he always remembered. And he always wanted to meet Jeong Taeui. It was just unexpected for Ilay to bring it up himself.

“No…… I want to meet my brother. I want to see him. Do you want to go too?”

Jeong Taeui asked back in a daze. Ilay responded briefly.

“Five weeks. If we can’t meet him within that time, you have to give up.”