Bonus Track – Vol 4: Gift (2)
When Richard entered the dining hall, most of the seats were already taken. Some people had begun eating, but judging by their barely touched appetizer plates, they hadnât gotten far.
âSorry Iâm late.â
Though he had become far busier since succeeding Tarten, Richard still retained the warm, dependable demeanor of the cousin everyone trusted. He greeted the table with a smile before taking his seat.
The formal birthday celebration, with all the family gathered, was scheduled for tomorrow.
Tonight was meant to be a simple dinner shared with close relatives of the same generation, accompanied by a few drinks, just like always. Most of those at the table were cousins who used to spend time with him frequently during his stay at The West Wing.
The day had been a whirlwind. From morning until now, heâd been buried in tasks. The only break heâd managed was a short stroll with an elder in the afternoon. Even that had ended with him rushing straight back to his office.
â⌅. â
Something seemed to cross his mind. Richard fell briefly into thought, then let out a quiet chuckle and raised his glass.
He wet his lips with wine before touching his food, and immediately noticed the subtle murmur running through the group. The kind of undercurrent that suggested someone had brought up an amusing story.
Pulling his appetizer plate closer, he leaned toward Claude, who was seated nearby, and asked,
âWhatâs going on? Thereâs a buzz tonightâfeels like thereâs some interesting topic.â
âHuh? OhâŚâŚ no, itâs nothing reallyâŚâŚ. â
Claudeâs vague reply suggested it wasnât anything serious.
Richard raised an eyebrow in mild curiosity, but didnât press. Instead, he picked up his fork.
As the meal continued, filled with the usual pleasantries and idle chatter, Richard glanced around the room. He had noticed it upon entering, but now it stood out even more: One seat was still empty.
ââŚâŚ Christoph? Heâs not joining us for dinner?â
Richard brought it up casually, but Claude hesitated for a moment and gave a small shrug. A gesture that said he didnât know.
âHmm. It wouldâve been nice if he joined us.â
Richard made the remark out of politeness before picking up his fork again.
Claude nodded in what seemed like admiration.
Perhaps Richardâs already generous heart had grown even wider since taking over Tarten. To think he would even express concern for Christoph, of all peopleâhis long-standing nemesis.
Even if it was just a polite remark, the fact that heâd said it at all was surprising.
âShould I go get Christoph?â
It was Yamin, seated a little farther down the table, who suddenly asked.
In the middle of his meal, Richard raised his eyebrows in mild surprise. It seemed he hadnât expected anyone to actually suggest that. And for good reason, as far as he knew, no one at this table particularly enjoyed sharing a meal with Christoph.
Richard looked at Yamin for a moment, then smiled and nodded.
âSure, why not. But seeing as he hasnât shown up on time, heâs probably already eaten. AAnd honestly, would he even come? Heâs not the type to join a group without a reasonâhe doesnât care much for socializing.â
âTrue enoughâŚâŚ. â
Yamin nodded, evidently convinced.
Just then, from the end of the table â where he was performing a rather impressive feat of clearing his entire plate into his mouth â Johan suddenly chimed in.
“Just call him. Who knows? Maybe heâll come down quietly if you tell him heâs got an terminal illness.”
As he said this, he pulled out his phone from his back pocket and started dialing, his mouth still busy the whole time. Watching him, Richard tilted his head slightly, an odd look on his face.
“An terminal illnessâŚâŚ ? What are you talking about?”
As Richard set down his fork, his smile immediately faded.
Johan, who appeared to be on the phone with Christoph, was urging him to come down to the dining room and join them for a meal and a chat. But he was too absorbed in juggling his call and his plate to hear what Richard had just said.
Richard slowly looked around the table.
âChristoph, is heâŚâŚ sick or something?â
His words were measured, his expression faintly stiff. Claude, fidgeting uncertainly under Richardâs subtle gaze, finally gave a small shrug.
âNo, not exactly sick. Itâs just⌠that kind of rumorâs been going around.â
“A rumor? That heâs sick? âŚâŚ. Why?”
Richard furrowed his brow slightly as he asked again. Claude, who rarely saw Richard without at least a hint of a smile, looked at him curiously and hunched his shoulders.
“Well, you know how they say people start acting strange when theyâre about to die?”
“…? So?”
âChristophâs been acting kind ofâŚâŚ. strange.â
Richard fixed Claude with a steady gaze, as if trying to decipher his meaning. But when no clarity came. Eventually, he asked softly: âStrange how?â
Claude scratched his head. Then, after a furtive glance around the table, where the others wore similarly hesitant expressions, he finally spoke.
No one seemed opposed to sharing, but there was a vague sense of reluctance in the airâŚ, like speaking it aloud would make it too real.
âChristophâŚâŚ said hello.â
ââŚâŚ. What?â
âChristoph said hello. In the hallway. To Nico. He said it first.â
Richard felt silent.
It wasnât as if he didnât know Christoph well enough to brush it off: âWhatâs the big deal? People greet each other when they pass by.â But this was Christoph.
After a long pause, Richard turned back to Claude and asked,
âThatâs it? So youâre saying heâs not sick?â
âYeah, umâŚâŚ I think.â
The reason Claude added âI thinkâ was because, while the current rumors of a terminal illness were most likely untrue, there was still the slim possibility that Christoph really had fallen ill without anyone knowing. That sliver of uncertainty lingered.
Claude continued eating, thinking to himself that it was a little surprising. Heâd expected Richard to simply click his tongue and say: âHow unfortunateâ, with a look of vague pity if he ever heard Christoph had some terminal illness, then go right back to not caring. Richard wasnât a bad person. In fact, Richard was an exceptionally good person to them all, but everyone knew how cold he was when it came to Christoph.
Then, as if heâd never stiffened at all, Richard resumed his calm, pleasant smile while eating. At one point, he spoke in a half-joking tone.
âStill, it is a bit strange, isnât it? Christoph greeting someone first. Heâs the type to ignore you even when you say hello to him. Did he have some great revelation while he was in Saudi Arabia?â
Richard laughed aloud, and the people around him laughed along.
Finally, the atmosphere seemed to return to normal. The dining room filled with the familiar sounds of conversation and casual enjoyment.
At that moment, Johan snapped his phone shut and said casually,
âHe said heâs coming.â
His voice wasnât particularly loud, but the dining hall instantly fell silent. All eyes turned to him.
Even with nearly a dozen gazes trained on him, Johan continued calmly chewing on his turkey leg. It wasnât until a few seconds later that he finally looked up, blinking as if to say âHuh?â He wiped the grease off his lips with the back of his hand and glanced around. âWhat?â – He asked.
âHeâs really coming? âŚâŚ. Didnât he already eat?â
“Yeah, he said he did. But I told him: âHey, itâs been a whileâletâs talkâ, and after a long pause, he agreed. You know how he isâheâll probably take forever dressing up like heâs attending a state funeral.”
Another strange silence settled.
Whispers bubbled up from every corner:
âHe must really be terminally illââ
âHow much time does he have left?â
âMaybe itâs a deathbed change of heartââ
In gatherings with many people, conversations usually broke off into two or three small groups. But tonight, for once, everyone was united and focused on a single topic.
As hushed and speculative murmurs continued to ripple through the room, Richard quietly turned his gaze toward Johan.
âJohan, were you close with Christoph?â
âHmm? I guess? We never fought, but we werenât exactly close either.â
Johan rolled his eyes upward in thought. He was the type to keep things even, never especially close with anyone, but never in conflict either. Richard gave a small nod, as if to say: âRight, that sounds like you.â
The low buzz of repeated conversations lingered for a while, but slowly, the subject began to shift. Still, almost without realizing it, everyone kept glancing discreetly toward the door.
Then someone suddenly spoke up to Richard.
âHonestly, I didnât think heâd come. You and Christoph donât exactly get along, right? I figured heâd just ignore your birthday altogether. But I guess he does have some sense of being part of Tarten, after all.â
They added, almost offhandedly: âWell, he did manage to carry himself decently in Saudi Arabiaâat least enough not to disgrace the name of Tarten.â
Richard raised his glass and wet his lips, offering a noncommittal smile.
âWell, as far as Iâm concerned, Iâm just grateful he came all this way.â
The others nodded slowly, a bit uncertainly.
Now that they thought about it, Christoph had worked under Richard for a short time, just before heading to Saudi Arabiaâback when Richard had only recently been named heir. Maybe they had gotten closer during that time? Quiet murmurs like these circled among the guests.
Just then.
The dining room door opened, and Christoph stepped inside.
As if they had all been waiting for it, a brief silence passed through the room.
Christoph entered quietly, but when he noticed that an unnatural hush had suddenly fallen the moment he stepped in, he glanced around with a puzzled expression.
Soon enough, everyone pretended nothing had happened and returned to their conversations. In the middle of his third steak, Johan raised his knife-holding hand in greeting. Christoph hesitated for a moment, but without a word, walked over to the empty seat beside him and sat down.
âHey, youâre popular, huh? Everyone lit up when I said you were coming.â
Johan said this as he grabbed the remaining leg of a turkey â the other one already torn off and eaten by himself â from the large platter in the middle of the table and ripped it cleanly away.
At Johanâs comment, Christoph made a confused face, and so did everyone else at the table.
No one was happy. JustâŚâŚ. morbidly curious. The words were practically written across their foreheads, yet no one had the nerve to actually say them aloud. Instead, they simply kept chewing, pushing food into their mouths in silence. Christoph glanced around at them and gave an awkward: âUhâŚâ
Seeing that stiff and impassive face, Johan mumbled with a mouth full of turkey: âWhat, feeling shy? Embarrassed? Come on, we all know each other hereâwhatâs with the awkward act?â
Again, countless people silently muttered to themselves: âShy? Embarrassed? That face? Seriously?â But no one said it out loud.
Christoph didnât respond, merely cast a sideways glare at Johan.
Then, suddenly, his eyes met Richardâs, the man seated at the head of the table, as always.
Richard slowly turned his gaze away. As if nothing at all had happened, he continued the conversation heâd been having with the person next to him.
ââŚâŚ.â
Christoph stared at him for a moment, then quietly turned back to his own empty plate and began placing a few cooked vegetables onto it.
“You gonna fill up on that? Eat some meat, for God’s sake.” – Johan grumbled: “No wonder you look pale as a ghostâliving off greens like some damn rabbit.”
Johan picked up a spoon and heaped generous portions of braised meat onto Christophâs plate. Christoph immediately frowned.
âWhy are you putting food on my plate withoutââ
But he stopped mid-sentence. Wrinkles formed between his brows as he thought for a few seconds. Then, looking at Johan with an oddly serious gaze, as if reading aloud from a textbook, he said:
“Thank you for your consideration. I’ll enjoy this.”
“Huh? Uh, sure.â
Johan nodded casually, not giving it much thought. But only after he finished chewing and swallowing a mouthful of meat did he seem to realize something was off. He glanced at Christoph with a puzzled look, and most of the people who had overheard Christophâs words were doing the same.
âHmmâŚâŚ. do they teach character development Spartan-style in Saudi Arabia or something?â
Johan tilted his head, confused. But as soon as large slices of cake and fruit appeared for dessert, he brightened instantly and dove toward them without hesitation.
Across the table, Jakob had been sneaking glances at Christoph for a while now. Ever since Christoph had given him that cryptic greeting earlier in the day: âCongratulations on your marriââ, Jakob had been unable to stop thinking about it.
But like most people at the table, Jakob was far too timid when it came to Christoph. He couldnât bring himself to ask directly, even as the curiosity gnawed at his brain.
So even while slicing and plating cake, Jakob kept casting glances at both Christoph and the dessert. Noticing the gaze, Christoph glanced sideways. Their eyes met.
Jakob panicked. Holding a bread knife in one hand and a plate in the other, he blinked nervouslyâthen blurted out without thinking,
âWant some cake?â
The moment the words left his mouth, he regretted them.
Christoph didnât particularly like desserts.
And more importantly, whenever someone spoke to him without a specific reason, he often made no effort to hide just how irritated he was.
But thenâ
ââŚâŚ I donât like cake.â
After a brief pause, Christoph â who at first seemed on the verge of showing his usual annoyance â unexpectedly shifted his expression and replied flatly.
It wouldâve been better if things had ended there. But Jakob, who was soon to be a groom and had recently been getting strict etiquette training from his fiancĂŠe, asked again almost reflexively,
âThenâŚâŚ how about fruit salad?â
Even he didnât know why he was being so insistent. Regretting his own loose tongue, Jakob was already chastising himself when Christoph, frowning slightly in silence, finally responded with a sulky tone,
ââŚâŚ Then just a little. Thanks.â
The words didnât match his grumpy voice at all. Jakobâs eyes widened, and he froze in place.
Christoph stared curiously at Jakob’s statue-like stillness for a moment.
Only under that gaze did Jakob snap back to reality, hastily put down the bread knife and grabbed a salad spoon. He began scooping fruit salad onto a new plate in a frenzy.
âHere, here you go.â
Jakob muttered as he timidly offered the plate. And once again, in that same deadpan voice that didnât match the words at all, Christoph replied with a âThanks.â
By now, even the onlookers had forgotten their meals, staring dumbfounded at this surreal exchange. Jakob, his mind just as scrambled, moved to set the plate down but *clink* his elbow bumped the dish of braised meat beside Christoph.
âAhâŚâŚ. !!â
Accidents always happen in an instant.
The meat and sauce cascaded onto Christoph in a glistening wave, his pristine white shirt blooming yellow stains in seconds.
âW-what do I doâŚâ
Poor Jakob, teetering on the edge of full panic, flailed helplessly before seizing his own sleeve and scrubbing furiously at Christophâs ruined shirt.
Rubbing one shirt with another was obviously not going to clean the stainâit only made it spread more and transfer onto Jakobâs own sleeve. Yet Jakob, too frantic to think, kept scrubbing Christophâs soaked chest and stomach with his sleeve, not realizing until several belated seconds later that the atmosphere around them had turned icy.
ââŚâŚHuhkâŚ.â
The moment Jakob understood why, he froze stiff. The sleeve that had been vigorously rubbing came to an abrupt halt.
Right now, he was putting his hands all over Christoph, though it was completely unintentional, but that didnât matter.
âIâm dead.â
The thought flashed through Jakobâs mind.
Christoph never let anyone touch him unless it was the slightest, purely accidental brush.
And here Jakob was, not only manhandling him but also dumping braised meat all over him.
âIâm going to die before I even get married. Iâm sorry, AdeleâŚâ
Countless thoughts raced through his head in those few seconds. After even sending up a last prayer to God, Jakob slowly raised his head, ready to face his doom.
But.
ââŚâŚ., âŚâŚCould you move aside?â
In his frantic scrubbing, Jakob had ended up just a handâs breadth away from Christoph. At this close distance, the manâs striking, statue-like beauty was even more overwhelming as he spoke calmly.
Jakob hastily scrambled back a few steps, then raising both hands in surrender: âS-Sorry! I mean, I didnât mean toâ!â He babbled, desperately trying to explain.
But Christoph merely glanced down at his ruined clothes, clicked his tongue in displeasure, and said:
âItâs fine. These things happen.â
ââŚâŚ. E-Even though I touched you, you’re okay with thatâŚâŚ. ?â
The words slipped out before Jakob could stop them. And for the third time today, he wanted to bite his own tongue off.â Why do I keep digging my own grave like this?â
But contrary to what Jakob expected, Christoph would instantly narrow his eyes with that cold glare and say something like: âNo, thatâs unacceptable. Time for you to die now.â (though in reality, he wouldnât even say anythingâheâd just act) Christoph instead took two deep breaths as if calming himself, and then, like someone making a monumental decision, finally spoke:
âIf itâs just a little, I donât mind touching other people. Just a little.â
He emphasized âjust a littleâ, but still, those words had definitely come out of Christophâs mouth.
At that moment, the dining hall fell into a silence so heavy it was almost frightening. Only the occasional sharp *clang* of something being dropped broke through.
Jakob, in a daze, found himself thinking: âSo these guys were all pretending to have other conversations, but were actually eavesdropping the whole time, huhâŚâ
âReally? You donât mind? Letâs see.â
The first to react was Johan, who yanked over the forgotten cake plate, devoured it in three bites, and then, without warning, grabbed Christophâs hand.
In that exact moment, while everyone was subtly watching, Christophâs arm gave a small twitch. He looked down at Johanâs hand with visible displeasure.
And yetâ
ââŚâŚ. If youâve tried it, then let go nowâŚ?â
Christophâs voice was calm, measured.
Johan, as if even he hadnât expected to actually do it, blinked wide-eyed in surprise. He stroked the back of Christophâs hand twice with his palm, then finally let go.
âHuh. I always thought Saudi Arabia was just oil and sand, but maybe itâs worth visiting. Sounds like their character-education program is top-notch.â
“Johan. Are you picking a fight with that comment?”
“No, no! Ainât no way! I’m genuinely impressed! Hey, but your hands are even softer than theyâŚâŚ., wait, no, exactly as soft as they look. Rolling around in that harsh desert and yet your skin is justâŚâŚ. truly, the wonders of the human body.”
Johan marveled at Christoph while simultaneously dragging another plate of food toward himself. Watching the growing stack of empty dishes in front of Johan, Christoph muttered with a look that suggested even the thought of eating that much made his stomach heavy.
“The real wonder of the human body is probably not me, in this case.”
“Huh? What?”
“……”
Christoph silently cut into his cake with a fork and took two deliberate bites.
As he chewed quietly, a few people who had been cautiously observing the situation began to inch forward under the cover of an awkward silence.
“C-Can IâŚâŚ touch you too?”
“Me too, just a littleâŚâŚ. “
Stealthily stealthily, fumbling fumbling, none of them dared get close to Christophâs torso, but a few hands edged in, lightly brushing against his hand or arm before quickly retreating again.
Each time, Christoph flinched almost imperceptibly, his expression one of pained endurance as he glared at his cake plate. But not once did he say âDonâtâ or push them away. Only when one particularly bold hand grazed the back of his neck did he visibly recoil, shooting a sharp glare at the culprit that made them instantly withdraw.
The atmosphere in the room had shifted into somethingâŚâŚ strange. There was a palpable tension, as if something prickly and unspoken was moving just beneath the surface.
âAh-hem.â – Someone cleared their throat from farther away, then casually picked up a water glass and headed toward the dispenser in the corner of the dining hall. On the way, they âjust so happenedâ to brush Christophâs shoulder lightly in passing. And then walked off with a goofy, sheepish grin.
Scattered coughs began rising from various corners of the room.
Still chomping through the very last bite of meat left on his plate, Johan looked around the dining hall, smacking his lips with a puzzled expression.
âWhat are you circus clowns all doing? Not eating?â
But no one answered Johanâs question.
Only Christoph sat there, growing more and more tense, while people around him suddenly got very busy going back and forth to get water.
Thenâ
*Scrraape* – A chair leg dragged noisily against the floor. Richard, who had been quietly eating for a while without saying a word, stood up.
âAhâRichard too?!â – People turned with startled eyes, only to freeze when they saw his face.
There was hardly any trace of his usual smile left. It was as if he was trying to smile but couldnât quite manage it.
“I have unfinished business to attend to. Excuse me.”
Maybe it was just their imagination, but even his voice sounded icy cold.
All at once, the roomâs atmosphere dropped a few degrees. Without another word, Richard strode out of the dining hall. As he passed, he glanced sideways â just once â at Christoph with a desolate, cutting gaze. But he didnât speak to him.
After he left, the dining hall fell into a still, soundless quiet, filled with an ambiguous tension.
âHe didnât look like he was in a good mood.â
âBut he seemed fine when dinner started, didnât he?â
âSo thenâŚâŚ was it because of Christoph?â
âBut come on, that guy didnât even do anything. If anything, heâs finally acting more human.â
âRight, but Christoph and Richard really donât get along. Itâs no wonder Richard would be annoyed, with all these clueless guys hovering around Christoph like a bunch of moody teenagers.â
âAh. Like when someone you hate suddenly becomes popular?â
âYep, yep.â
*Whisper, whisper* As murmurs spread and people leaned in toward each other, whispering with deep frowns and serious expressions, Christoph simply sat there gloomily, poking at his cake. And stillâhands kept creeping in toward him from all directions.
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