The door wasn’t locked. Just a slight turn of the handle and the door would open, revealing the scene inside this room clearly.

If the person inside was Richard, they wouldn’t open the door without permission, but the fragile, unlocked door was too weak.

Richard looked down at Christoph’s dazed face – lying face down – with a pale complexion, staring back at him. The smile on Richard’s lips became a bit more evident.

He slowly leaned down. Then, he brought his mouth close and whispered as if touching Christoph’s ear.

“Listen, Christoph. Right next to you is me, the scariest person in the world. And outside that door, there are about four to five people who are slightly less scary…….You decide. Will you endure the scariest thing, or will you endure four to five people who are slightly less scary?”

“……―!!”

Christoph gritted his teeth. His lips completely drained of color, were clenched so tightly that they turned white.

His body trembled. The intense humiliation, anger, and anxiety were overwhelming his entire being. That trembling grew stronger and stronger.

“Richard? ——” – A voice called out from outside, full of curiosity, calling Richard’s name.

“Make your decision——” – Richard’s voice whispered right into his ear.

“…….”

Christoph opened his trembling lips. Even the base of his tongue was shaking.

Those lips finally moved to say something, but no sound came out.

“What?” –  Richard asked softly. The moment that gentle sound touched his ear, Christoph raised his head. His eyes devoid of any light, stared straight at Richard.

Christoph opened his mouth. And although his voice was shaky, he spoke clearly.

“I’d rather choose them than choose someone like you……!”

As those words left Christoph’s mouth, the smile on Richard’s face faded slightly.

Richard looked quietly at Christoph, who also said nothing and glared back. He gritted his trembling and pale lips as if trying to endure.

Richard moved away from Christoph’s ear, straightened up and looked down at him with cold eyes.

“You said you’d rather choose 4-5 guys over me, didn’t you……? If that’s the case.”

Richard glanced at the door. Then he loudly called out.

“AHIM!”

Immediately, Christoph’s shoulders jerked. His trembling shoulders stopped for a moment then began shaking even more. A voice from outside asked, “Is there something wrong? Should I come in?”

Christoph let his head slump down onto the table. His mind buzzed. The buzzing sound in his ears made his head feel foggy.

At that moment.

“There’s nothing. Just keep doing what you’re doing.”

Richard said.

As soon as those words hit Christoph’s ears, he flinched and opened his eyes. He slowly lifted his head and looked at Richard with a questioning gaze.

Although he seemed confused, the person outside simply replied, “Oh, okay then,” and walked away as Richard loosened the tie a bit.

“…….?”

“If you say you hate me that much, I won’t do what you want. I won’t fulfill your desires.”

Christoph looked at Richard in confusion as he unbuttoned the top button of his shirt. A slight sense of relief flashed in Christoph’s clear eyes. But that feeling vanished as soon as Richard unzipped his pants.

“Christoph, I will never do what you want. Remember that.”

His voice clearly carried a mix of anger that anyone could recognize.

Without any warning, a powerful thrust deep into his body left Christoph breathless.

The tight, unprepared entrance was forced open to accommodate the large intrusion and even as only half entered, cold sweat began to bead all over Christoph’s back.

“What’s wrong, Christoph? You said you’d rather face 4-5 guys than me. But now you’re frozen like this—how are you going to deal with that?”

Richard whispered behind him with heavy breaths. At the same time, he pushed his hips forward forcefully.

“…….!!”

Christoph bit his tongue hard. If he didn’t, a sound might escape even though he covered his mouth with the back of his hand.

He couldn’t let out a moan, a cry, or a scream. Only gasps and the sound of flesh hitting flesh, along with Richard’s occasional whispering voice, filled the room. Therefore, every sound from outside was clearly audible.

Outside that door, a few people were still sitting and chatting. They had no idea what was happening inside and continued to laugh cheerfully. If they heard anything unusual inside, they might get curious and open the door to check.

“Christoph…… Christoph.”

Richard smiled and suddenly called Christoph’s name. His voice seemed both amused and mocking at the same time. After a sigh, he continued speaking.

“You’re really born like this. Did you say you have a fear of physical contact? Or are you just overly sensitive?——Look at your thing shaking.”

Richard’s hand reached forward and grabbed Christoph’s genitals. The pale flesh in Richard’s hand was slightly hardening and trembling slightly, just as he said.

Christoph, who hadn’t noticed this earlier, mumbled to himself: “No way.” and looked down. But before he could verify Richard’s words, he turned away.

Christoph turned away because he saw Richard’s hand gripping and shaking his weakly erect penis. Furthermore, even without looking, he could feel Richard’s fingers pressing near its base.

“How long have you been enduring this with a body that can’t live without a man?”

“……―No…… no……”

“Not that, huh? Then this thing that’s standing up and trembling isn’t yours? You mean to say the hole wriggling to be filled isn’t yours?”

Christoph felt his head burning.

Richard’s crude, harsh words, without any restraint, seemed to accuse and scold Christoph.

Richard’s other hand, which had been massaging Christoph’s chest all this time, wasn’t caressing but squeezing hard as if grasping a woman’s breast. Every time he did so, he pinched the small bit of flesh between his chest, forcing Christoph to swallow down a moan that rose to his throat.

As he toyed with the hardened and protruding flesh, Richard suddenly had a thought and spoke with a hint of meaning.

“Did you know that if you inject a little medicine here every day and diligently massage it for a few weeks, this part can easily grow as big as a finger joint? Of course, you’d have a hard time showing it to others for the rest of your life.”

His fingers gently stretched Christoph’s nipple as if to make a point. Christoph’s mind went numb as if doused with cold water.

In that moment, all pain, discomfort and humiliation were forgotten and he stared at Richard with a blank expression.

“If on a perfect sculpture, from head to toe, only this part is abnormally large, it would look very provocative. That would suit you perfectly.”

“……Don’t—don’t do that…….”

Before he realized it, a trembling voice filled with fear escaped his mouth.

This man had lost his mind. Had something happened to this man who always smiled so gently? That’s why he truly didn’t know what he would do next.

No matter what he did – whether cutting with a knife, crushing bones with a hammer, or piercing the body with a gun – it didn’t matter. But suddenly, a chill ran down his spine.

Richard looked at Christoph’s pale face and still smiled then pursed his lips.

“Christoph, I told you I would never do what you want. Have you forgotten?”

Christoph pressed his lips tightly together. He looked at Richard with trembling eyes as Richard squeezed his chest painfully. And then, at some point, he opened his mouth. The voice that came out was so shaky it was barely audible, like a whisper in the wind.

“Then…… go…… ahead……”

Christoph couldn’t finish his sentence, his face pale as he lowered his head. After a moment of silence, Richard suddenly burst out laughing.

The laughter was loud, joyful and so loud that it echoed outside the room.

The noise outside suddenly stopped.

“Christoph, HaHa, I was just joking. Anyway, only a few days are left, so there’s not enough time to do something like that……. But if I had enough time, I would have tried.”

Richard said with a relaxed smile on his lips.

Christoph still gritted his teeth while his face remained deathly pale. Richard whispered in his ear.

“But from now on, it’s for real.”

As those words ended, he began moving his hips.

Pushing forcefully, violently and relentlessly. The sound of flesh slamming together was like loud, unhesitating blows.

“……! ……!!”

Christoph bit down hard on the back of his hand to suppress the moans. He reminded himself not to make a sound.

Richard’s body was filling him up completely, but he kept driving in deeper, brutally pushing as if trying to push his internal organs higher.

“Ugh…… Ugh……―!!”

Even though he bit down so hard that his hand was injured, a small whimper, like the cry of a small animal, eventually escaped from Christoph’s mouth.

It’s okay, it’s okay, no one can hear this. But still, no sound should escape.

Christoph grew anxious. So this time, he pressed his palm hard against his mouth.

But at that moment, a large hand from behind suddenly grabbed Christoph’s wrist and pulled it away. When the soft whimpers spilled out of his now-uncovered mouth, Christoph’s shoulders shook as he tried to pull his hand back. But it was useless.

“I like to hear the sounds of your moans. Especially when you can’t hold back and start crying while your body shakes. Try moaning, let those outside hear it too.”

“……!!”

Christoph shook his head. His eyes burned.

“Then try to endure it.”

Richard said briefly. And then he began to thrust even more violently.

Christoph’s body screamed. The heavy thing was thrusting into every corner inside, creating an unbearable sensation.

No matter how hard he tried and suppressed it, the moans continued to escape from between Christoph’s lips. The soft sounds, like the wind, grew louder every time Richard slowly caressed his body and pushed in deeper.

He couldn’t bear it. His entire body trembled with fear. Even as he tried to suppress it, Christoph felt that if he let go, even just a little, cries and sobs would spill out and echo beyond the room.

His body was hot and trembling uncontrollably. The area between his legs was soaking wet.

“Ah……!!”

The moment Richard gripped Christoph’s penis and thrust into a certain spot inside, Christoph finally let out a small but sharp cry.

The sound of that cry seemed to have slipped outside, causing the noise outside to suddenly stop.

His heart turned cold. His body shook. Christoph stared at the floor with blurry eyes filled with tears. He bit his fingers hard, trying to swallow down the sound.

But he didn’t think he could endure it.

He felt that his moans, his sobs and his gasps would eventually escape outside.

Christoph opened his mouth, but he couldn’t speak for a moment and then finally whispered with a voice tinged with tears.

“Richard, please…… go easier…… just a little…….”

Seeing Christoph overwhelmed with humiliation and finally submitting to the shame, Richard slowly smiled.

A smile that was gentle as if filled with affection as he leaned close to Christoph’s ear and whispered softly, like a lullaby.

“I told you. I will never do what you want.”

“……―!”

And then he thrust his hips hard again. Christoph tried to swallow the moan that was about to burst out as a scream.

His eyes widened, staring at his hand. Even so, he tried to suppress his breath, unable to stop the tears from streaming down.

“But I see you understand well, Christoph. You know how to speak correctly.”

A gentle voice whispered in his ear again.

Christoph looked at him with confused eyes as his mind replayed the words. Just now…… just now……?

Suddenly, memories came flooding back. Christoph involuntarily stiffened and clenched his fists. It felt like all the blood drained from his head, but right after that, a burning sensation surged up. It felt like flames rising from his neck.

Christoph’s trembling lips moved, but no words came out and he silently stared at Richard. However, Richard didn’t care as he grabbed Christoph’s hips tightly and pressed hard, forcing Christoph’s hips to spread wider as he pushed between them.

Relentlessly, violently, without mercy.

“……! A…… ugh…… ha ah……!!”

Christoph felt like his body was being hollowed out without mercy, making sounds that didn’t even seem like his own escape from his mouth. No matter how he tried to cover his mouth, Richard still held Christoph’s wrists tightly from behind, not letting him move freely.

“Please……!”

Finally, Christoph let out a cry that sounded like a scream.

A tear fell onto the table. He rubbed his blurred eyes, sobbing and gasping as he uttered.

“Harder…… a little…… harder…… more violently……!”

But the response to Christoph’s tearful plea was a brief silence, followed by a slow reply.

“What? When you speak while sobbing like that, it’s hard to understand. Say it clearly so I can understand Christoph. If you don’t speak clearly, how will I know what you want?”

“……―.”

Christoph swallowed a moan that sounded like a beast.

His eyes were burning. The tears wouldn’t stop flowing, making his eyes burn even more. But it wasn’t just his eyes—his forehead, cheeks, ears, neck and entire body were also heating up, so much so that the burning sensation in his eyes seemed insignificant.

“Harder…… your…… down there…… push your thing in harder…… deeper, deeper inside me…… stir my body more violently……”

But the final words came out mixed with sobs. The tears made his eyes red and formed a small puddle under his face.

Richard chuckled quietly behind Christoph, burying his face in his arm. He laughed for a long time, seemingly satisfied, then suddenly bit hard on Christoph’s earlobe. A short moan escaped.

“Good boy, Christoph. You spoke so well that I should reward you…… Alright, I’ll do as you asked. While doing so, I’ll help you suppress your moans.”

A mocking, light voice whispered. Right after that, Richard grabbed Christoph’s chin and pressed his lips against Christoph’s. Richard began moving his hips while taking Christoph’s mouth as if he wanted to devour him. At the same time, Christoph’s eyes widened and he stopped breathing.

It felt as if everything before was just a joke, now turning into a storm sweeping over his body.

*************

Like a broken doll.

Christoph lay sprawled out on the round table. He had no strength left to move even a finger, lying sideways and motionless.

The sight of his naked, white body abandoned like a doll. A delicate doll, meticulously and carefully crafted.

If not for the slightly blinking blue eyes from time to time, it would have been easy to mistake him for a real doll.

His naked body was completely defiled.

From his earlobes, neck, chest, thighs, etc…… all over his body were bruises, faint handprints left wherever he was grabbed and white, sticky fluid clinging from his lower abdomen down to his thighs.

At that moment, Richard stepped out of the bathroom inside the room.

He looked so clean he could have walked straight out to a party, completely contrasting with Christoph—who lay weakly on the table. Richard stared at Christoph’s lifeless body on the table for a moment then walked over.

“……Spread your legs.”

He was holding a warm towel.

However, Christoph didn’t move even when called as if he didn’t hear. He might have opened his eyes, but his mind had drifted far away.

Richard seemed quite irritated and snorted. He flipped Christoph over and forced his legs open. The moment the warm towel touched the inside of his thigh, his leg jerked, but there was no effort to resist or avoid it. Richard silently and thoroughly wiped the inside of his thighs, which were now exposed and vulnerable.

After going back and forth to the bathroom 3-4 times to rinse the towel, Christoph’s body was finally clean again.

Except for the bruises and handprints that wouldn’t fade for a few days, his body had returned to its original white and clean state.

“What are you planning……?”

Christoph suddenly murmured in a hoarse voice. Richard didn’t answer that sigh-like question. Christoph didn’t seem to expect an answer either, so he didn’t ask further.

A long silence followed.

Christoph continued to lie there like a doll and Richard stood beside him, crossing his arms and looking at him with cold eyes. Suddenly, Richard gently stroked a few strands of Christoph’s hair. Then he pulled his hand back.

At that moment, Christoph’s shoulders seemed to tremble slightly.

He slowly curled up and almost lay face down on his arm.

“How far…… how far can I go……”

His trembling voice matched his shaking shoulders as if they were shrinking.

His body trembled continuously for a long time. The arm covering his face was soaked with tears that wouldn’t stop.

Richard watched Christoph quietly as he trembled and when he saw his shoulders gradually stop shaking, Richard gently reached out his hand. He cupped Christoph’s cheek from behind. Richard’s hand felt the trembling.

Richard leaned down.

He silently kissed Christoph’s exposed ear and that ear trembled. He continued moving his lips down Christoph’s neck, shoulders and back, following the curves of his smooth white skin. Every time his lips touched, Christoph’s body jerked.

Richard slowly and patiently kissed all over Christoph’s body then gently lifted the arm covering Christoph’s face.

Christoph reflexively tried to use his strength to hold his arm in place, but soon after, he gave up and let Richard take his arm.

Lying face down on the round table with his tear-soaked face, Christoph watched as Richard gently placed his lips on every spot from his shoulder to his arm and finally to his fingertips.

Every time Richard’s lips lightly brushed and pulled away as if smelling a flower, Christoph’s hand would twitch. However, he didn’t push Richard’s hand away.

Finally, Richard lowered his head closer to Christoph’s face.

As Christoph barely blinked, Richard pressed his lips against the tear-soaked area around his eyes and then licked away the tears. He also slowly licked the wet cheek and finally, he licked the lips. Just as Richard pulled away, he leaned down again and licked them once more.

The ticklish, unfamiliar sensation made Christoph’s body shudder slightly. Richard gently embraced Christoph’s shoulders from behind.

Richard stayed in that position for a while without moving.

Christoph remained still in his embrace, his body tense and holding his breath. His whole body had naturally become stiff.

Suddenly, a low chuckle came from behind. It was a cold laugh, tinged with a bit of mockery and Richard spoke with a tone full of sarcasm:

“I’m sure that in some people’s minds, these actions could be considered the acts of lovers…… Isn’t that ridiculous? The idea that someone might think what’s happening between you and me is ‘sharing love’.” 

With those words, Richard tightened his embrace around Christoph.

Christoph winced, his body tensing even more. But instead of trying to remove the arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders and waist, he simply looked at them with a worried and confused gaze.

Even though the gentle, steady breathing from behind tickled the back of his neck, Christoph didn’t turn around.

[END VOL 4]