PS: Vol 6 – Chapter 25

Vol 6 – Chapter 25: Not bad 2 (18+) Jeong Taeui felt his whole body freeze at the low, whispering sound of that voice. Ilay. Ilay Riegrow. The man he never thought he would see in this place was now standing right in front of him. Goosebumps. A chill ran down his spine, and his…


Vol 6 – Chapter 25: Not bad 2 (18+)

Jeong Taeui felt his whole body freeze at the low, whispering sound of that voice.

Ilay.

Ilay Riegrow.

The man he never thought he would see in this place was now standing right in front of him.

Goosebumps. A chill ran down his spine, and his tongue felt stiff, unable to speak.

Unbelievable. It was unbelievable how accurate his prediction had been.

He had imagined how scared he would be if he met him. He thought the scenario could be so terrifying that it would make him want to run away immediately. He knew Ilay would give him goosebumps and paralyze him with fear.

And it was exactly like that.

The moment they met, his legs felt like they weren’t his own, and he could only stand frozen in place. The instant he saw that faint smile, his tongue became too stiff to say anything.

He had thought that if he got beaten, he would try to explain things to him during that time, like it was some kind of joke. Now Jeong Taeui realized how naive that thought was.

“If I were you, I would just keep running from Rick forever rather than go back and die as soon as you see him.”

His uncle’s words echoed in Jeong Taeui’s mind.

Now he belatedly realized that perhaps his uncle was right. Jeong Taeui had never seen Ilay as furious as he was now. No, it was different from anger; it was an expression he had never seen before and couldn’t understand.

With a smile on his face, Ilay was clearly very different from usual.

When Ilay’s gloved hand reached up to brush the hair away from Jeong Taeui’s forehead, he wanted to faint right then and there.

“Wait, wait…… wait a moment……—……—”

Jeong Taeui opened his mouth. He had to say something.

However, before he could get a word out, Ilay interrupted with a slow smile.

“You don’t need to say anything.”

He said, extending a pale hand towards him. That hand grabbed Jeong Taeui’s chin tightly. Without any leniency, it prevented him from saying anything.

“If you want to lie, you should also cover your own ears first. Otherwise, you’ll end up deceiving yourself*”

(*”말은 입을 속이고, 귀를 속이고, 이윽고 자기자신까지 속이거든.”)

Right before his eyes.

Ilay’s face was just inches away.

Ilay whispered in a smooth, terrifying voice. Then suddenly he laughed. The soft feel of the glove gripping his chin wasn’t even the most frightening thing.

‘—……—NO. That’s not it. I mean, I was just trying to come back to you.’

Jeong Taeui grabbed the hand that was gripping his chin, wait a moment, if only he would let go, then he would immediately explain that he was just trying to come back to him. He would say that right now he was on his way to the airport to meet him.

‘—……—Hold on, wait a moment, you bastard!’

It seemed Ilay could read the desperate desire in Jeong Taeui’s eyes.

His eyebrows gently lifted, a smile flickered in his eyes.

“What’s the matter? Do you have something to say?”

“……—……—.”

“Do you think shouting now will get someone to help you?”

Ilay sneered. The bus stop in the early morning was almost deserted. Occasionally, one or two passersby glanced at them with curious eyes.

Suddenly, Ilay laughed loudly. He quietly released the hand that was gripping Jeong Taeui’s chin.

As soon as that hand let go, Jeong Taeui groaned, clutching his aching chin and yelled at him.

“I was going to the airport……”

‘I was going to the airport to find you’ – Jeong Taeui had intended to say, but his words were immediately cut off.

When he hurriedly shouted, Ilay glanced down at his hand, a faint hesitation in his eyes. But finally, he took off his gloves and, without hesitation, stuffed them into Jeong Taeui’s mouth.

Then, Ilay smiled and punched him in the stomach. 

“…….—!!!”

A very precise, very calculated force, just enough not to knock him out.

Jeong Taeui’s eyes filled with tears, the nausea in his stomach coupled with the dizziness made his head spin all at once. He doubled over, disoriented.

His mind went blank.

In retrospect, Jeong Taeui had taken a punch from this guy once before. It had been excruciating. Yes, but even then, it wasn’t as painful as this. <Xtimes pain>

Jeong Taeui tried to cover his mouth but couldn’t because of the glove. He collapsed, trying to regain his fading consciousness.

Ilay easily picked Jeong Taeui up.

“Even if you scream here or call for help, it won’t do you any good, but it would be a nuisance.”

Amid Jeong Taeui’s sobs, Ilay’s voice became even clearer.

As soon as they entered the room, Ilay threw Jeong Taeui onto the bed.

When Ilay carried Jeong Taeui over his shoulder into the nearest hotel to the bus stop—the same hotel Jeong Taeui had stayed at the night before—all eyes in the lobby were on them.

Early in the morning, so the lobby wasn’t crowded, but the hotel staff were staring at Jeong Taeui, who was slumped over Ilay’s shoulder, with very strange looks.

In the elevator going up to the room, Ilay spoke in a light, cheerful voice.

“If you were going to run away, you should have done it properly. Like last time, it was more efficient. What will you do if flights from Johannesburg to Hong Kong keep getting canceled like this? Even if you change your identity and escape by land, Mr. Jeong Taei?”

Ilay gently patted Jeong Taeui’s leg, carrying him effortlessly over his shoulder, and smiled with a cheerful mood.

Every time Jeong Taeui opened his mouth, the nausea surged (even though his mouth was stuffed with the glove, preventing him from vomiting) — but he still had to keep his mouth shut and struggled to maintain consciousness through the pain enveloping his entire body. It wasn’t until Ilay stepped into the room that he could regain some clarity.

The moment he was thrown onto the bed, he groaned in pain, but the sound was muffled by the glove in his mouth.

Jeong Taeui could barely stay conscious due to the pain, trying to remove the glove from his mouth, but as soon as Ilay entered the bathroom, he immediately came out with a towel. He effortlessly tore the long towel, shoved the glove Jeong Taeui had struggled to remove back into his mouth, and tied the towel around his mouth.

“Jeong Taei, you don’t need to say anything to me anymore.”

Jeong Taeui heard Ilay’s voice cutting off his words even though he hadn’t managed to speak. The slow, leisurely, familiar voice sent chills through him as he listened to each word Ilay breathed into his ear.

“No, it’s of no use. No matter what you say, whether you beg or cry……— Ah, yes, even if you get angry with me, I won’t listen to you anymore. Although, if you beg me, I might soften. But I don’t really want that.”

As he spoke, he revealed his bright white teeth. Jeong Taeui knew just how sharp and strong those teeth were.

They were enough to tear someone apart.

“Mm—! Eummp…………—!!!”

‘No, that’s not what I mean! Damn it, listen to me, you bastard!’

Jeong Taeui screamed frantically. But the sound only reverberated in his throat like a groan.

While Jeong Taeui couldn’t utter a coherent word and could only scream in frustration, Ilay easily tied his wrists with another piece of the towel. Then, he flipped him face down on the bed, laughing softly as he patted Jeong Taeui’s bottom.

Emotions surged within him, something rising in his chest. That hand, without hesitation, squeezed and slapped his buttocks repeatedly as if it had found something amusing to play with. Jeong Taeui felt utterly defeated; the cold, clear sensation of failure rose within him like the rage choked back in his throat. And the terror was no different from that sense of failure.

This madman didn’t care what he wanted to say, making his own conclusions that chilled Jeong Taeui’s heart to the core as he wanted.

……Was he really going to die? No, he might actually die. He couldn’t guess what was going on in Ilay’s mind.

Jeong Taeui’s face turned pale, and he shouted out meaningless words. Next to him, Ilay casually took off his shirt and threw it away, his pants meeting the same fate. Even his underwear was discarded, leaving him completely naked in front of Jeong Taeui.

Although he had seen Ilay’s familiar body so many times that he could engrave it in his mind, Jeong Taeui still tried his best to distance himself, crawling backward on his knees in fear and confusion.

Instinct told him that Ilay would kill him, right now. No, at the very least, he wouldn’t care if Jeong Taeui lived or died.

Jeong Taeui dragged himself desperately but soon reached the headboard. In front of him was a wall, but before he could touch it, a strong hand grabbed his ankle.

“.!?!!!..—!!”

That hand pulled Jeong Taeui’s ankle back without hesitation, so suddenly that he wondered if he would dislocate his ankle again.

Jeong Taeui’s knees slid on the bed, causing him to fall face-first and bump his shoulder on the mattress. The soft, resilient mattress cushioned his body, preventing pain, but immediately, goosebumps covered his skin as a weight pressed down on him.

Jeong Taeui lay prone on the bed, one of Ilay’s hands pressing into his back with full force. Though Ilay used only one hand, he could keep Jeong Taeui pinned, unable to move. Jeong Taeui tried to squirm, even a little, to escape the grip of that hand, but it was futile, like having a thousand-pound rock pressing down on him.

“I told you to listen to me! You crazy bastard! Why don’t you listen to others!”

Jeong Taeui inwardly cried. He was furious and tried to turn his head to look at Ilay’s face from an angle.

A faint smile played on those lips, his face cold as ice but also burning like fire.

Jeong Taeui desperately looked at him, meeting Ilay’s gaze.

However, when their eyes met, it seemed as though Ilay’s eyes widened slightly, carrying a strange look. Instantly, Ilay gave a gentle smile. No, it was more of a crazed smile.

“Taei…… Taei. I told you already. Don’t think about running away anymore.”

Ilay spoke softly. That gentle yet terrifying voice brushed past his ear.

Jeong Taeui shook his head frantically. If only he could rub against the bed sheets to loosen the towel gag in his mouth. Now, it prevents even a whimper from escaping.

“At that time, I said I’d come back soon! Even though you couldn’t hear because your damn motorcycle was so loud, I was planning to come back to you!! Just listen to me!!”

Tears streamed from Jeong Taeui’s eyes, and he shook his head vigorously despite the burning pain in his throat.

Ilay gently stroked his hair. He whispered soothingly while licking Jeong Taeui’s earlobe.

“I know. It’s okay. Of course, I understand that being trapped in Al Saud’s mansion in Seringe wasn’t your choice. I get that. I can understand that. But that’s all.”

Ilay’s voice lowered. In the next moment, Jeong Taeui swallowed a cry of pain. His vision turned white.

His ear hurt terribly. It was hot and burning. Only then did Jeong Taeui realize that Ilay was biting his ear. Blood dripped onto the bed sheets, as if a thin layer of skin on his ear had been torn off.

“The moment that door opened, the way you rushed towards him as if you’d been waiting to escape with him for so long. I’ve thought about it countless times, but I still can’t understand it.”

Jeong Taeui shook his head, his ear throbbing and burning. But what he couldn’t bear more than the pain from the bite was that terrifying voice. It wouldn’t be surprising if Ilay killed him with that voice now.

No longer was there a voice mixed with laughter as usual. Only a cold, chilling voice filled with extreme anger and rage remained.

“Taei. I’ve thought a lot about it. I’ve been thinking about what to do if I found you. I really thought about many things. On my way here, I didn’t miss a single moment and only thought about you. What should I do with you now? Indeed, the simplest and most comfortable way is to just kill you and devour all your bones and flesh……—…….”

Every time Ilay’s tongue licked the torn part of his ear, a burning sensation immediately surged. He carefully licked each drop of blood flowing down Jeong Taeui’s ear and cheek. That tongue caressed his ear with a low chuckle.

“If I chew every piece of your bone, swallow every bit of your flesh without leaving any, you can never run away again; you will be completely mine. Ha…… it’s such an alluring idea, I really want to do that……. I thought like that exactly 10 minutes ago. Yes, until I got out of the taxi and saw you.”

The voice mingled with laughter continually flowed into Jeong Taeui’s ear like a cold stream.

He was going mad.

His mind seemed to go insane with fear.

This was different from the fear of facing death. Instead, it was like the fear of facing known pain. He didn’t know that not being able to predict what was going to happen next could be so terrifying.

Jeong Taeui couldn’t, couldn’t predict anything. Even when, in the end, the outcome was always ‘death’.

A hand gently stroked Jeong Taeui’s hair, while the other pressed down on his back, completely restraining him and making it impossible for him to move even a little with unimaginable strength. At some point, that hand had moved down to his waist and was removing each piece of his clothing until all his clothes lay scattered on the floor.

Finally, Jeong Taeui was stark naked, pinned down on the bed.

Jeong Taeui lay naked and face down on the bed, Ilay gently licked his ear and whispered. 

“Even before I got out of the taxi and saw you sitting at the bus stop, I had thought that I must devour you and eat you down to the bone. Because you were planning to go to the airport and escape again, I have to do something to ensure you can never run away.”

“So……––Should I rent a room in the hotel, kill you, eat your flesh, and swallow everything of you? I kept thinking about how I should start eating you.”

A chill ran down Jeong Taeui’s spine, goosebumps covering his arms. Ilay’s words were still gentle, as if he were just joking. But Jeong Taeui knew well that he wasn’t joking. Perhaps he really intended to kill and eat him.

In the closed room, Jeong Taeui’s face paled. Perhaps Ilay had seen that look on Jeong Taeui’s face. He heard a light chuckle near his ear.

“So that’s why when I thought about killing you, I even put on these gloves that I had prepared so neatly. ——Among all the gloves I have, these are the most expensive ones. And then, I caught you.”

Interrupting himself, Ilay gently kissed Jeong Taeui’s ear. From lips to teeth to tongue, he carefully bit the rim of Jeong Taeui’s ear, then slowly licked up his cheek like a cat. Those hard teeth mercilessly bit into his cheek.

Jeong Taeui once again swallowed down a moan. In an instant, he felt suffocated, the memories from that time clearly resurfacing.

Memories of the man leisurely getting out of the taxi, closing the door, looking straight at Jeong Taeui, and slowly taking off his gloves and putting them on flashed vividly in his mind.

……, …… No, this can’t be. Ilay is truly insane. How could he ever think about building a serious relationship with a monster like this? He really had gone mad, ready to kill and eat him just for making a mistake in a moment.

Jeong Taeui cursed furiously with his gagged mouth. He crazily berated his own stupidity. And, of course, he hurled tenfold curses at the madman clinging to his back.

‘Where the hell did you lose your humanity! You bastard!’

Jeong Taeui knew such things had happened before, but he never thought that in this civilized society, there would still be someone who could talk about killing and eating a person so nonchalantly.

Jeong Taeui felt like he was losing his mind. But at the same time, if Ilay were to actually do what he said, he wouldn’t be surprised at all.

‘Fine, eat me. If you can kill and eat me, then go ahead. Whether you go to jail for terrorism or for murder or even for cannibalism, it’s all the same—oh, but if you are a cannibal, you might be sent for psychiatric evaluation, so there’s a good chance you’ll end up in a mental institution instead of prison, you bastard.’

‘But before you kill and eat me, at least listen to what I have to say…………..’

Fear and anger surged together. He felt like he was truly going insane.

“However……. touching you like this, it feels wasteful to eat you. Devouring you completely and making you entirely mine is still very appealing to me. But it would be such a shame not to be able to touch you anymore…… If I could continue to caress you like this after making you completely mine, what do you think? huh?”

“Like this.” – As he spoke, Ilay’s large hand gripped Jeong Taeui’s peaches buttocks harshly, squeezing as if trying to tear off a piece of flesh to chew, the strength in his hand almost unbearable for Jeong Taeui.

“So, I quickly changed my mind. Since you can’t run away anymore, I will just cut off this leg and keep it next to me. I will devour that leg. The leg that keeps thinking of escaping from me.”

Ilay’s hand slid from his buttocks down to his thigh, slowly caressing his knee and then his calf. Jeong Taeui’s body shrank in fear. He wanted to scream, but the gag in his mouth prevented any sound from escaping.

‘I told you it’s not like that, you madman! I had no intention of running away. Why won’t you listen to me, you bastard.’

‘What an injustice.’

He had planned to find Ilay. If only he hadn’t decided to return to him while everyone around him was trying to stop him, things would have been better. Despite everyone’s earnest advice, he had made up his mind to return and had found every way to get back to him.

If Jeong Taeui had known things would turn out this way, he wouldn’t have thought of returning to find him and would have just kept running away. Then, if he was caught and killed by Ilay, he wouldn’t feel as unjust as he did now.

Tears streamed down Jeong Taeui’s cheeks.

To say he wasn’t afraid of this man’s insanity would be a lie. Fear and indignation from the injustice brought him to tears. If he could articulate the cause of his anger, perhaps things would be better, but he couldn’t. Thus, the frustration flowed out with his tears.

The hand that had been caressing his ankle suddenly stopped. Those hands remained still for a moment, then released his ankle. Suddenly, he heard a faint laugh. Still lying face down on the bed, Jeong Taeui felt the weight on his back. Ilay pressed his large body against him, wrapping his arms around him from behind, his solid chest against Jeong Taeui’s back.

“Are you crying? You can’t cry like that. Because it sounds so pitiful, does it hurt your heart? Don’t cry. I only intended to cut off your leg. There’s nothing to be afraid of……—If you’re this scared, you shouldn’t have thought about running away a second time.”

Ilay gently stroked Jeong Taeui’s cheek. He quietly wiped away the tears blurring Jeong Taeui’s vision with his cold fingertips and then hugged him, placing a gentle kiss on his ear.

With a sweet voice as if truly trying to comfort a hurt child.

“Don’t cry anymore…… huh? If you’re already crying like this, how will it be when the day breaks? If you cry all day, your eyes will hurt unbearably.”

This madman. This lunatic! Jeong Taeui resolved that as soon as he could speak, he would shout those words at this madman’s face hundreds of times. The day hadn’t even broken yet!

“I told you not to cry……—It only makes things worse, Taei. If you cry like this, I’ll get even angrier……!”

“I’m truly very angry.” – He whispered softly.

Jeong Taeui could feel Ilay slightly lift his hips while lying on top of him, and in the next moment, he felt Ilay’s hardened member forcefully thrust into him.

“MHMMM……..——!!”

A scream exploded within his mouth. The cry echoed in his mouth, rebounding in his throat.

His vision went white. His sight turned black momentarily before returning to normal.

Jeong Taeui struggled, feeling the erect member against his thigh – without any warning – let alone cannibalism or limb mutilation – he had never thought it would suddenly pierce him so violently.

His body felt as if it were being torn apart by the massive member, driven in relentlessly, making his entire being tense with the sudden intrusion.

There was no foreplay. He didn’t even use a finger to loosen him up. The fierce, veined member pushed through, tearing into the unyielding flesh that hadn’t been prepared, filling his body completely. Each subtle thrust of Ilay’s hips made every vein in his engorged member strain against Jeong Taeui’s tight passage, leaving no space unfilled.

With his tight hole, Jeong Taeui’s body instinctively contracted.

“…….—!……..!!!!!!!”

Instead of the scream he couldn’t utter, tears streamed down his face. His nape broke into a cold sweat, and with each thrust of Ilay’s hips, the tears flowed more freely.

“Does it hurt? You look like you’re about to die. Does it hurt so much you want to die? Or do you like it so much you could faint? Aha…… But seeing you still have the strength to glare at me, it seems like this isn’t enough.”

Jeong Taeui glared furiously at Ilay, only able to see part of his face in profile. Even as he tried to keep his eyes open, his vision was blurred by tears. But he stubbornly stared at him with all his resentment.

This damn bastard! This lunatic! If he had the strength, he would have fought back against him.

However, Jeong Taeui didn’t have much time to scream those unspeakable curses. His body began to tremble. Each time his body shook, the massive monster attached to him seemed to grow bigger with every movement. It kept trying to push deeper while expanding the opening.

Jeong Taeui felt like dying. Not from the pain, but from the indignation. It wouldn’t be surprising if his body split in half from that enormous thing at any moment.

“Why did you forget that? You’ve only been stuck in that mansion (Riegrow’s Mansion) for about a month, right? Or was it because I didn’t drill it into your head hard enough that you forgot it so easily? Jeong Taei, I told you. You are mine. I made it very clear, but did you forget?”

The voice behind him dropped to a dangerously low pitch. Each word spat through gritted teeth seemed to be filled with anger.

The sound of flesh colliding with his open entrance created embarrassing noises. The unlubricated, improperly penetrating member couldn’t move smoothly in his body; it began to inch in bit by bit, causing an uncomfortable sensation.

Jeong Taeui’s face rubbed against the already soaked bed sheet. The pain was excruciating. The indignation was overwhelming. Tears flowed down, soaking the mattress.

“Jeong Taei, I told you to protect yourself……! I told you, you are mine, and don’t recklessly harm yourself because this body is mine. But did you just throw those words away? You’ve lost your mind.”

His voice grew hoarse, and the feeling of the large member deep inside him kept swelling. Ilay’s voice turned guttural. He could vividly feel his body being torn apart and filled with the ever-growing massive rod. His abdomen felt like it was going to explode from the pressure.

“Huh……um,……——”

Jeong Taeui cried.

He finally couldn’t hold back and started sobbing like a child.

It was so unfair. So unjust, so painful. He was both sad and furious. But above all, he felt utterly wronged.

What did he do wrong?

Yes, thinking back to that day, Jeong Taeui had indeed run away from Ilay. On that day, he had no choice but to turn his back on Ilay when he arrived.

But he had promised to come back immediately. He had told him that. Of course, Ilay hadn’t heard him over the roar of the motorcycle engine, but he had said it.

Even at this moment when Xinlu and his uncle were trying to stop him, Jeong Taeui didn’t listen and was determined to go to the airport to return to this man. However, the way he was being treated now made him feel so wronged, angry, and sad.

Jeong Taeui felt even more wronged as he sensed the glove still stuffed in his mouth. This lunatic had actually intended to kill him, even if it was just a fleeting thought. He had planned to stain this glove with Jeong Taeui’s blood.

He couldn’t help but feel foolish for trying to return to a maniac like this. Thinking about it only made him feel more unjustly treated. Jeong Taeui bit his lip and sobbed, rubbing his tear-soaked face into the bedsheet.

“Crying? ……—Crying? If you cry now, it will only backfire, Jeong Taei. Why don’t you listen to me?”

*Thud, thud*

His cock thrust with such force that Jeong Taeui’s entire body shook. It kept swelling bigger.

Ilay lowered himself, pressing his sweaty chest against Jeong Taeui’s back. His lips bit into the nape of his neck and sucked hard on his shoulder. He gently licked away the tears streaming down his soaked face.

Jeong Taeui felt even sadder because Ilay’s gentle, tender lips were completely at odds with his harsh, cruel words.

This was why. Yes, it was because of these little details that Jeong Taeui felt that even this monstrous man had a bit of humanity in him. That’s why, like an idiot, he thought he should take care of him.

Even now.

His head felt like it was going to explode thinking about how on earth he could live well with this lunatic.

“Taei……—Taei. Do you want me to take this out?”

Ilay carefully and slowly licked away the tears rolling down Jeong Taeui’s cheeks, whispering gentle words into his ear that made him shiver.

Jeong Taeui immediately nodded. He tried to muster all his strength into his neck, which could barely lift his head, and nodded vigorously.

‘Listen to others for once, you bastard. Listen to human words. You don’t know how unjustly I feel. I don’t know if you’ll understand if I say it.’

“Then say it yourself. If I take this out, you speak clearly with your own mouth. You are mine. Jeong Taeui belongs to Ilay, from head to toe. Will you say that yourself?”

It was a low and serious tone, meaning that if he didn’t say it himself, Ilay would never remove the things blocking his mouth.

Jeong Taeui hesitated for a moment, his mind somewhat dizzy from crying so much. Ilay had said that he was the one who realized it, not needing Jeong Taeui to recognize it himself. So why was he now trying to force him to say it with his own mouth?

Jeong Taeui looked at him curiously with tear-streaked eyes.

Ilay seemed to take that look as a refusal. Suddenly, the expression on Ilay’s face became cold.

“You don’t want to say it? Then just keep your mouth shut……. —Fine. We have plenty of time, and I’m not busy.”

As soon as he finished speaking, Ilay lifted his hips as if to thrust through his body. The continuous, unhesitating thrusts kept widening the hole inside him.

At that moment, Ilay’s cock swelled to the point of suffocating within his body, as if it would explode.

“…… ——————————————!!!!!!”

Jeong Taeui shuddered and curled up instinctively. As his cock filled his stomach, a slimy substance intermittently sprayed out, flooding his insides. Every time Ilay’s cock thrust deeply, the sticky fluid seemed to accumulate in his stomach.

Jeong Taeui could hear Ilay moan softly over his shoulder, while his own moans were trapped in his throat. The sticky substance kept pouring out, filling his abdomen.

However, it was over.

That thought crossed Jeong Taeui’s mind.

It was time to be free from this heavy, monstrous thing. Thank goodness. He felt so relieved that tears streamed down his face.

However, as Jeong Taeui went limp, Ilay grabbed his waist and started thrusting again. Jeong Taeui’s eyes widened.

Ilay’s proud cock remained inside him, refusing to withdraw. In fact, it didn’t even shrink in size. Instead, as his small hole was drenched with Ilay’s semen, his thrusts became smoother and faster. He quickly increased his pace.

*Fwop, fwop*

Each time his massive cock frantically rubbed inside him, the murky liquid accumulated within him was pushed out in drops. It dripped down his buttocks and onto the sheet, soaking Jeong Taeui’s own genitals. At a glance, it seemed as though Jeong Taeui himself was leaking.

He felt like he just wanted to die.

Jeong Taeui felt like he was going to die from panting under the heavy pressure inside his body.

His body shook violently as Ilay kept lifting his hips and thrusting. It felt like he would run out of breath at any moment.

Jeong Taeui wiped away the tears that wouldn’t stop falling onto the bed sheet. Ilay had noticed this long ago. He immediately grabbed Taeui’s chin and licked those tears, not wanting to miss a single drop.

Meanwhile, he could feel the second explosion inside his body.

This time, it was really the end, right? Jeong Taeui thought with a spinning head. Now it must be over. He could finally be relieved.

Below, where he could hardly feel anything anymore, began to contract. It might have been an illusion, but the monstrous thing inside him seemed to shrink a little.

Ilay licked his ear, blowing hot breath over it.

“Will you say it yourself?”

Jeong Taeui was silent for a moment. More precisely, he didn’t have the strength to respond because his mind was reeling in a daze. Then, for the third time, Ilay started moving his hips again.

By the time the third round ended, Jeong Taeui was on the verge of passing out. He couldn’t feel anything below his waist. Only the entrance was burning as if it was on fire. Lying on the bed sheet, exhausted from crying, Jeong Taeui mumbled, unable to form words.

‘Please save me. If you do any more, this body will really break. I’ll do everything you say, please save me, you bastard…………’

Although he had cried a lot, just thinking about it made Jeong Taeui feel so aggrieved and sad that he started crying again. He could hear Ilay’s gentle voice whispering in his ear.

“If your mouth agrees to speak, I’ll take it off for you. Look at me, look straight into my eyes, and tell me clearly.”

“……—”

Jeong Taeui nodded. Anything would do. He would do anything, so please, just a little, just a little bit, he just wanted to lie still for a while. But it seemed Ilay didn’t see that faint nod of his. His body had been pounded so hard that even a finger couldn’t move.

“……Aha. Do you want to try again?”

Jeong Taeui could hear the vague laughter in his ear. At that moment, he realized that this man was not tired at all, even after going at it three times. With monstrous stamina, he only sweated a little as if he had just done some light exercise. Ilay grabbed Jeong Taeui’s waist again and lifted him up.

Jeong Taeui’s goosebumps rose all over.

Suddenly, he was more awake than ever.

Goosebumps rose all over Jeong Taeui. Suddenly, he was more awake than ever.

Jeong Taeui nodded frantically.

If this continued, his body might actually become paralyzed and never get up again. Even now, he wondered if the lower part of his body could still function.

Crying uncontrollably, Jeong Taeui nodded. Finally, Ilay smiled.

Although he tried to move his neck, he didn’t have the strength and could only lift his chin up and down a little, but Ilay still smiled brightly and grabbed Jeong Taeui’s chin. He gently removed the cloth covering Jeong Taeui’s mouth, inserted his fingers into his mouth, and took out the water-soaked glove, then threw it away.

Then, Ilay slowly ran his fingers over Jeong Taeui’s tongue, explored his mouth, and touched his palate as if savoring the sensation of the soft tongue with his fingertips. Finally, he withdrew his fingers but then bit down hard on Jeong Taeui’s lips.

Jeong Taeui didn’t even have the strength to scream in pain anymore.

It seemed he should never consider this man human again…… What is humanity?

Jeong Taeui cried and thought.

However, Ilay – the man who had lost his humanity – gently kissed Jeong Taeui’s eyelids and spoke in a deep, resolute voice.

“Taei, say it. With your mouth.”

“……——”

It wasn’t that Jeong Taeui didn’t want to talk. He had cried so much that his throat was too choked up to say anything right away.

However, after hesitating for a moment, Ilay unhesitatingly grabbed his firm buttocks.

Jeong Taeui shuddered and quickly opened his mouth.

“……you……yours……, ……. stop……..”

His throat was so hoarse that even Jeong Taeui couldn’t hear himself. However, Ilay seemed in no rush, gently kissing Jeong Taeui’s lips as he spoke.

“Say it again. So I can hear clearly.”

“……yours…… —yours…… you bast—……”

Some final words seemed very unpleasant as Jeong Taeui, exhausted, sobbed, but Ilay didn’t seem bothered. Instead, he continued to kiss his lips softly and spoke in a gentle voice.

“Once more. Say my name clearly. I still haven’t heard it.”

Jeong Taeui fell silent.

Resentment, sadness, anger, and frustration surged all at once.

“Ilay Riegrow, you bastard……. Jeong Taeui belongs to you, Ilay Riegrow. Kill me or do whatever you want!”

Jeong Taeui seemed to drain the last bit of his strength to scream. He had thought Ilay would get angry after that. But whether Ilay killed him or not, whether he lived or died, he was nearly desperate. However, Ilay didn’t seem angry; instead, he laughed cheerfully. His gentle laughter disappeared into Jeong Taeui’s mouth.

“Do you still want to run away?”

His lips overlapped Jeong Taeui’s, making it hard for him to understand Ilay’s whispered words, but he lifted his heavy eyelids to look at him. Ilay’s face looked down at him, eyes full of madness and heat.

‘I didn’t run away. I mean, I was just on my way back to you’

With nothing blocking his mouth anymore, Jeong Taeui should have been able to speak freely, but his body was too exhausted to even open his mouth.

Jeong Taeui weakly shook his head. It was a very slight movement, almost imperceptible. But Ilay seemed to understand and sucked on Jeong Taeui’s tongue.

“Jeong Taeui.”

Suddenly, he heard a voice calling his name.

Hearing the strangely clear pronunciation, Jeong Taeui closed his eyes. His whole body felt like water-soaked cotton from exhaustion.

Ilay slowly turned him over. As soon as his back hit the bed, Jeong Taeui’s body went limp, lying there like a dead weight.

But he didn’t have a chance to rest for long.

Jeong Taeui, lying there with distant thoughts that he couldn’t get up even if beaten to death, suddenly opened his eyes wide at the heavy sensation pressing down on his body.

Ilay moved closer and prepared to lie down on top of Jeong Taeui. For a moment, Jeong Taeui felt an intense fear.

‘No, really. If he does it one more time, I’ll definitely be meeting my ancestors right now.’

Perhaps reading the thoughts in Jeong Taeui’s wide-open eyes, Ilay smiled.

The moment he saw that smile, Jeong Taeui thought, oh, this bastard has regained his composure. Earlier, he looked like a madman, mentally unstable, but now he’s back to being clear-headed.

“Don’t worry, I won’t overdo it this time…… as long as you keep the promises you made with your own mouth, I won’t go too far. Come on, don’t be scared, don’t cry anymore…… hold me.”

Jeong Taeui felt a surge of discomfort.

Ilay’s way of speaking, as if soothing a child, irritated him for some reason. He was about to retort: ‘When did I cry?’ but then suddenly realized. Jeong Taeui had been crying without even knowing it.

The moment he realized he was crying, a nameless anxiety washed over him. It was because he had understood why he was crying.

How could he possibly get along with this madman now? It seemed he had made the wrong choice, what to do now? Even as Jeong Taeui lamented inwardly, utterly exhausted, Ilay spread his legs apart and pushed his hips between them.

The sobs Jeong Taeui had been holding back now turned into full-blown cries.

“It’s okay. You’re amazing. Just hold on a second…… I’ll just put it in. I promise I won’t move, just put it in. I’m in a great mood right now, so just lie still. All I have to do is put it in.”

Ilay whispered while kissing Jeong Taeui’s cheek. Jeong Taeui shook his head vigorously, but Ilay firmly spread his legs wider and steadily pushed his hips forward.

Jeong Taeui felt nauseous as the rigid, hot member slowly slid in and gradually pushed deeper inside him. He reflexively curled up, trying his best to make himself a little more comfortable.

Finally, that enormous penis was halfway in, pressing tightly against his body.

“Ugh…… hic, hic”

Jeong Taeui couldn’t help but sob and tried to stifle his cries.

Ilay frowned slightly at Jeong Taeui and sighed quietly.

“Alright, we’ll just leave it like this today…… stay still, it’ll feel better this way. Once this hole fits my dick, it’ll be more comfortable for you from now on.”

With that, he lay down on top of Jeong Taeui, leaving his massive penis inside him.

A dozen things flashed through Jeong Taeui’s mind that he wanted to say to counter that statement immediately. But he didn’t have the strength to say any of it, and it was clear that even if he did, it would fall on deaf ears.

Surely, if his body had to accommodate Ilay’s size, he would suffer for a long time…… Just thinking about it made him sink into a deep contemplation.

Jeong Taeui sighed.

He could feel Ilay’s chest rising and falling with each breath, and it seemed like their breathing rhythms were coincidentally aligning. Ilay rubbed Jeong Taeui’s belly. Slowly, he began to relax with the warmth of the man’s body pressing against his skin.

This is too hard. Surely, he would have to seriously reconsider wanting to stay with this man. This relationship seemed too difficult to build.

“Jeong Taeui…… —You like me, don’t you?”

Ilay called his name. It seemed like he occasionally pronounced his name very clearly, maybe he practiced secretly somewhere……

Jeong Taeui tried to open his eyelids but it was futile.

It seemed like he heard some strange sound.

“No matter what, you have to say it correctly……”

Jeong Taeui frowned and moved his lips, but feeling the body above him slightly moving its hips, he closed his mouth again.

At the same time, with his mind blank, he remembered what Ilay had said.

“Jeong Taeui. You like me, don’t you?”

Is that it? Jeong Taeui pondered this unconsciously for a while. His mind, which had been slowly clearing, suddenly became clouded again.

Does he actually like this man?

The moment that question popped into his head, memories from the past flashed by like a kaleidoscope. The person who appeared mainly in those memories was Ilay Riegrow, and with each passing memory, Jeong Taeui became more and more despondent.

No, he is someone who cannot be liked.

Was there any evil that this man hadn’t committed?

Not killing, not raping, not stealing…… Well, he couldn’t remember if Ilay had stolen anything. But if he hadn’t been born with a diamond spoon in his mouth, he probably would have been a notorious thief.

…… NO. On second thought, he was indeed a thief. It’s just that what he stole was a bit different. Wasn’t there a time when he stole Xinlu from him? Yet, somehow the situation had reversed.

If anyone liked a person like him, either they were a fool or they were schizophrenic.

Jeong Taeui suddenly shuddered and shook his head.

The lips touching his nape suddenly moved. A languid voice sounded in his ear.

“You said so when you called me.”

His voice naturally grew softer.

“You said so. You said you liked me.”

With that firm, affirming tone, Jeong Taeui was forced to search his memory with his still-dazed mind. However, he could say for certain that he did not remember saying that.

But had this man heard something like that?

That he liked him.

“So I thought, I thought very clearly at that moment. You really are mine.”

“……”

Jeong Taeui didn’t respond. He was exhausted and couldn’t open his mouth, but the warmth from their bare skin touching each other was comforting, and listening to the gentle whispering in his ear wasn’t bad at all.

“And just before hanging up, you asked me if I liked you.”

When Ilay spoke, Jeong Taeui naturally felt confused. Yes. Thinking back, he still hadn’t heard the answer. Clearly, he had felt that Ilay had responded somehow, but the call had cut off just before he could hear Ilay’s reply.

‘An answer, huh.’

In truth, he didn’t want any answer at all.

If Ilay answered that he didn’t like him, it wouldn’t be a pleasant feeling, but it wasn’t anything worse than he’d heard before.

And if Ilay responded that he liked him…… well, that would be a bit challenging. If that happened, Jeong Taeui felt like something beyond his control might occur from now on.

No, he didn’t need to answer at all…… He intended to say something, but it seemed a voice interrupted his thoughts.

How long has it been?

He had thought that Ilay wouldn’t respond.

Jeong Taeui wondered what that statement was as he drifted into a fitful sleep, exhausted from the weight pressing down on his body, slowly slipping into a dream-filled slumber.

‘Uncle…… anyway, I didn’t die. I really thought I was going to die.’

Suddenly, Jeong Taeui remembered his uncle’s voice and whispered.

Blinking his eyes. As he was trying to cross the boundary between dreams and reality and finally gave in to a deep sleep, he heard a low voice from afar.

“Even so, indeed…… you are mine.”

With those gentle whispers, he felt something soft and warm touch his cheek and then lightly brush his ear. The sensation was so familiar that he could tell what it was even with his eyes closed.

‘What is that, what kind of logic is that……’

Jeong Taeui thought with a mind that was gradually losing consciousness.

Before falling into a deep sleep, he suddenly felt a strong arm wrap tightly around his waist.

“You are mine. Taei.”


25 responses to “PS: Vol 6 – Chapter 25”

  1. dinonyang Avatar
    dinonyang

    please please please tell me we will get an arc where ilay apologize to taeui while kneeling down and crying

    1. Icyy Avatar
      Icyy

      You know we ain’t getting anything like that bro 😭. He’s a crazy mf even in diaphonic symphonia but guess what? You’ll see changes and you’ll fall in love with him.

  2. Rae Avatar
    Rae

    Bro just listen to taeui for once 😭

  3. reader99999 Avatar
    reader99999

    this might be the worst miscommunication of all time 💀 (I NEED TO KILL XINLU AHHHHHHHH$

  4. Natty Avatar
    Natty

    such miscommunication and all because of xinlu 😭😭😭 and Ilay is crashing out A little to much didn’t even let Taeui explain like I’m having A mental breakdown

  5. Meh Avatar
    Meh

    Man i hate xinlu , that dude js brings trouble i really wanted Ilay to ruin the other eye too. I really feel like sh!t rn , Ilay refuses to listen and Tae is silent but honestly i cant blame him id be silent too dude , like imagine someone who misunderstood something abt u and they wont listen at all, id js shut the hell up and let it be but in Tae’s situation its diff either he talks or wish for mercy💀

  6. Anna Avatar
    Anna

    Poor taeui

  7. Reader Avatar
    Reader

    My poor baby. Damn you, Ilay

  8. Ana Banana Avatar
    Ana Banana

    My poor pookie…. WAAA

  9. Ilay’s wifeyyy Avatar
    Ilay’s wifeyyy

    “Why did you forget that? You’ve only been stuck in that mansion (Riegrow’s Mansion) i think this one refer to Rahman’s mansion where he was imprisoned for 1 month not Riegrow though anyway ~~

  10. Ilay’s wifeyyy Avatar
    Ilay’s wifeyyy

    if I were taeui I will threaten Ilay to kill myself it is just later on Taeui finally get that Ilay wont kill him and scared to kill him actually, if only he knows early and try threatening Ilay that guy will be on his knees begging HAHAHHAHA

  11. Ilay’s wifeyyy Avatar
    Ilay’s wifeyyy

    and the story where Alain tell Taeui how before catching Taeui here Ilay put the glove deeply inside his luggage like very far to reach actually imagine how much actually Ilay dislike the idea of wanting to kill. He just does want to. And here Ilay cannot say the same I like you too because this guy also slowly learning every expression from Taeui he doesnt know much but with Taeui he learns many things he just know here Taeui is his and thats it but cannot comprehend that lead to that mindset and he kinda scared first time feelings cute right Ilay reigrow, he doesnt know whats this feelings indeed Ilay paboooo but later on regarding managing his feelings with Taeui hes getting better and better on other book 2 3 and you will love him there.

  12. Empire Avatar
    Empire

    What was ilay’s response to the question? Did anyone get where they revealed it

  13. taeui😞😞😞😞😭😭 Avatar
    taeui😞😞😞😞😭😭

    taeui 😞😞😭😭😭😞😞😞😭😭

  14. Ilay's Kitty Avatar
    Ilay’s Kitty

    Still this mf won’t say ” l like you ” lol . Though I know how to like people but with Tae-ui around he’ll slowly understand it.

  15. Ilay's Kitty Avatar
    Ilay’s Kitty

    Still this mf won’t say ” I like you ” lol . Though I know he doesn’t know how to like people but he’ll slowly understand it with Tae-ui around.

  16. Yuha Avatar
    Yuha

    Yes, he’s yours Ilay so stop saying it my head is exploding having to read the same thing again n again

  17. (im definitely becoming a) madman (after this) Avatar
    (im definitely becoming a) madman (after this)

    man im so frustrated i dont even know what to say anymore, please ilay just let him talk you schupid bastard and answer that question probably!!! say it loud and clear YOU LIKE HIM 🫵🫵🫵 and taeui please why the only thing ever coming out was cursing, preserve your precious voice!!! just explain and soothe the monster first save your curses when you get better, its not late when your back on your knees and yell at him and hes so dumb in love to do anything like this again (i hope) 😭😭😭
    istg i was scrolling thru the whole scene today and almost dropped dead feeling the need to isekai and slapped both of them hard (not in their pretty faces tho)

  18. Eclipse Avatar
    Eclipse

    Jeong Taeui felt his whole body freeze at the low, whispering sound of that voice.

    He knows Ilay been after him

    It was unbelievable how accurate his prediction had been.
    He had imagined how scared he would be if he met him. He thought the scenario could be so terrifying that it would make him want to run away immediately. He knew Ilay would give him goosebumps and paralyze him with fear.

    He really said I knew meeting Ilay again was going to stunlock me

    Jeong Taeui had never seen Ilay as furious as he was now. No, it was different from anger; it was an expression he had never seen before and couldn’t understand.

    This is terrifying

    Taeui better be very afraid

    When Ilay’s gloved hand reached up to brush the hair away from Jeong Taeui’s forehead, he wanted to faint right then and there.

    The gloves being on about made Taeui pass out

    “Do you think shouting now will get someone to help you?”
    Ilay sneered.

    Knight in shining armor is now back to being the hunter

    Then, Ilay smiled and punched him in the stomach. 

    Ilay smiling this much is terrifying

    Mf really just suddenly knocked the fuck out of Taeui

    Ilay easily picked Jeong Taeui up.
    “Even if you scream here or call for help, it won’t do you any good, but it would be a nuisance.”

    Ilay really being a slasher villain

    “Screaming for help will not save you”

    “Jeong Taei, you don’t need to say anything to me anymore.”

    This is a REALLY REALLY bad sign

    “No, it’s of no use. No matter what you say, whether you beg or cry……— Ah, yes, even if you get angry with me, I won’t listen to you anymore. Although, if you beg me, I might soften. But I don’t really want that.”
    As he spoke, he revealed his bright white teeth. Jeong Taeui knew just how sharp and strong those teeth were.

    Ilay basically telling Taeui that his ass is grass

    Mf about to brutalize Taeui

    Instantly, Ilay gave a gentle smile. No, it was more of a crazed smile.
    “Taei…… Taei. I told you already. Don’t think about running away anymore.”
    Ilay spoke softly. That gentle yet terrifying voice brushed past his ear.

    Ilay showing his serial killer face

    Mf about to go crazy

    But what he couldn’t bear more than the pain from the bite was that terrifying voice. It wouldn’t be surprising if Ilay killed him with that voice now.
    No longer was there a voice mixed with laughter as usual. Only a cold, chilling voice filled with extreme anger and rage remained.

    I know that mf sounds terrifying

    He is really to create agony in new colors

    Indeed, the simplest and most comfortable way is to just kill you and devour all your bones and flesh……—…….”

    The way Ilay went back on the special treatment is foreboding

    “Even before I got out of the taxi and saw you sitting at the bus stop, I had thought that I must devour you and eat you down to the bone. Because you were planning to go to the airport and escape again, I have to do something to ensure you can never run away.”

    I knew Ilay was watching him in that car

    “So that’s why when I thought about killing you, I even put on these gloves that I had prepared so neatly. ——Among all the gloves I have, these are the most expensive ones. And then, I caught you.”

    I knew he was not fucking around when he pulled on the gloves for TAEUI

    “Are you crying? You can’t cry like that. Because it sounds so pitiful, does it hurt your heart? Don’t cry. I only intended to cut off your leg. There’s nothing to be afraid of……—If you’re this scared, you shouldn’t have thought about running away a second time.”

    It really is a real option at this point

    “I told you not to cry……—It only makes things worse, Taei. If you cry like this, I’ll get even angrier……!”
    “I’m truly very angry.” – He whispered softly.

    He really said I’m gonna get mad if you cry

    There was no foreplay. He didn’t even use a finger to loosen him up.

    He is punishing Taeui brutally with this shit

    “Does it hurt? You look like you’re about to die. Does it hurt so much you want to die? Or do you like it so much you could faint? Aha…… But seeing you still have the strength to glare at me, it seems like this isn’t enough.”

    Crazy ass really said I will give you something to cry about

    “Then say it yourself. If I take this out, you speak clearly with your own mouth. You are mine. Jeong Taeui belongs to Ilay, from head to toe. Will you say that yourself?”
    It was a low and serious tone, meaning that if he didn’t say it himself, Ilay would never remove the things blocking his mouth.

    Ilay pulling out the torture techniques

    Ilay seemed to take that look as a refusal. Suddenly, the expression on Ilay’s face became cold.
    “You don’t want to say it? Then just keep your mouth shut……. —Fine. We have plenty of time, and I’m not busy.”

    He didn’t even deny this time and Ilay just said well fine damn

    Crying uncontrollably, Jeong Taeui nodded. Finally, Ilay smiled.

    Have mercy on him

    “Ilay Riegrow, you bastard……. Jeong Taeui belongs to you, Ilay Riegrow. Kill me or do whatever you want!”

    Ilay really deployed Geneva convention violations for this

    “Jeong Taeui…… —You like me, don’t you?”

    He tried telling you earlier

    “You said so when you called me.”
    His voice naturally grew softer.
    “You said so. You said you liked me.”

    We remember

    Before falling into a deep sleep, he suddenly felt a strong arm wrap tightly around his waist.
    “You are mine. Taei.”

    Another classic Ilay line

  19. bespectacledreader Avatar
    bespectacledreader

    This mf. Taeui leave. It aint worth it.

  20. skizzle Avatar
    skizzle

    not me expecting a sweet reunion and lovemaking btw them welp…

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  22. tteccca Avatar
    tteccca

    This was heavy…probably my least favorite chapter

  23. tteccca Avatar
    tteccca

    ” This was why. Yes, it was because of these little details that Jeong Taeui felt that even this monstrous man had a bit of humanity in him. That’s why, like an idiot, he thought he should take care of him. ”

    This is actually so sad my poor Taeui :(((

  24. ILOVEEPASSIONN Avatar
    ILOVEEPASSIONN

    BRO MY POOR BABBYYYYYYYY

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